it’s Easter morning and I’m 12 years old and I woke up and I didn’t feel good not
and I woke up and I didn’t feel good not
and I woke up and I didn’t feel good not a little not feel good like really not
a little not feel good like really not
a little not feel good like really not feel good so much so that I went to my
feel good so much so that I went to my
feel good so much so that I went to my mommy’s room and asked if I could lay in
mommy’s room and asked if I could lay in
mommy’s room and asked if I could lay in her bed next thing I know I wake up and
her bed next thing I know I wake up and
her bed next thing I know I wake up and I’m on the floor of my living room with
I’m on the floor of my living room with
I’m on the floor of my living room with strangers putting tubes on me and tubes
strangers putting tubes on me and tubes
strangers putting tubes on me and tubes in me and looking and acting so
in me and looking and acting so
in me and looking and acting so concerned I close my eyes I wake up
concerned I close my eyes I wake up
concerned I close my eyes I wake up again and I’m an ambulance and they’re
again and I’m an ambulance and they’re
again and I’m an ambulance and they’re asking who’s the President of the United
asking who’s the President of the United
asking who’s the President of the United States do you know your name do you know
States do you know your name do you know
States do you know your name do you know who you are and all I could think is huh
who you are and all I could think is huh
who you are and all I could think is huh I closed my eyes again and I wake up and
I closed my eyes again and I wake up and
I closed my eyes again and I wake up and I’m in the hospital but this time I like
I’m in the hospital but this time I like
I’m in the hospital but this time I like wake up it’s not blurps
wake up it’s not blurps
wake up it’s not blurps of my life flashing but I actually am
of my life flashing but I actually am
of my life flashing but I actually am awake I’m 12 years old and everybody I
awake I’m 12 years old and everybody I
awake I’m 12 years old and everybody I know and love is looking at me with
know and love is looking at me with
know and love is looking at me with broken eyes like this and at 12 years
broken eyes like this and at 12 years
broken eyes like this and at 12 years old I didn’t understand what was going
old I didn’t understand what was going
old I didn’t understand what was going on I just knew that I was being lookout
on I just knew that I was being lookout
on I just knew that I was being lookout like I was broken let me tell you a
like I was broken let me tell you a
like I was broken let me tell you a little secret our hormones are a mess
little secret our hormones are a mess
little secret our hormones are a mess and when you’re 11 years old you are
and when you’re 11 years old you are
and when you’re 11 years old you are flooded with hormones that is just how
flooded with hormones that is just how
flooded with hormones that is just how our bodies work but they did 13 our
our bodies work but they did 13 our
our bodies work but they did 13 our brains start developing emotionally that
brains start developing emotionally that
brains start developing emotionally that means remember when you’re in seventh
means remember when you’re in seventh
means remember when you’re in seventh and eighth grade and those of you that
and eighth grade and those of you that
and eighth grade and those of you that are there it’s just happening to you
are there it’s just happening to you
are there it’s just happening to you it’s just real and at 13 we start
it’s just real and at 13 we start
it’s just real and at 13 we start developing emotionally I was 12 and all
developing emotionally I was 12 and all
developing emotionally I was 12 and all of a sudden everybody looked at me with
of a sudden everybody looked at me with
of a sudden everybody looked at me with broken eyes so in my head with my flush
broken eyes so in my head with my flush
broken eyes so in my head with my flush of everything
of everything
of everything I assumed I was broken so when I looked
I assumed I was broken so when I looked
I assumed I was broken so when I looked in the mirror and I saw myself I saw me
in the mirror and I saw myself I saw me
in the mirror and I saw myself I saw me broken I thought that I needed to hide
broken I thought that I needed to hide
broken I thought that I needed to hide and I needed to shame myself see I have
and I needed to shame myself see I have
and I needed to shame myself see I have epilepsy so when everybody looked with
epilepsy so when everybody looked with
epilepsy so when everybody looked with broken eyes it’s because I really really
broken eyes it’s because I really really
broken eyes it’s because I really really scared him see I shook uncontrollably
scared him see I shook uncontrollably
scared him see I shook uncontrollably but not only that I held my breath my
but not only that I held my breath my
but not only that I held my breath my eyes rolled behind my head I was
eyes rolled behind my head I was
eyes rolled behind my head I was bleeding out of my mouth and I urinated
bleeding out of my mouth and I urinated
bleeding out of my mouth and I urinated on myself and there’s not a thing I can
on myself and there’s not a thing I can
on myself and there’s not a thing I can do about it because it’s a short circuit
do about it because it’s a short circuit
do about it because it’s a short circuit in my brain it’s just how I am made and
in my brain it’s just how I am made and
in my brain it’s just how I am made and you know what it’s okay but at 12 and 13
you know what it’s okay but at 12 and 13
you know what it’s okay but at 12 and 13 and 14 it wasn’t okay it made me think
and 14 it wasn’t okay it made me think
and 14 it wasn’t okay it made me think that I wasn’t worth it it made me feel
that I wasn’t worth it it made me feel
that I wasn’t worth it it made me feel like I deserve to look in the mirror and
like I deserve to look in the mirror and
like I deserve to look in the mirror and not like who I saw and that’s how I
not like who I saw and that’s how I
not like who I saw and that’s how I acted now so those of you who are
acted now so those of you who are
acted now so those of you who are younger which you should obviously we
younger which you should obviously we
younger which you should obviously we didn’t have selfie sticks and we didn’t
didn’t have selfie sticks and we didn’t
didn’t have selfie sticks and we didn’t have cameras we could not practice how
have cameras we could not practice how
have cameras we could not practice how we looked so what I did is whenever a
we looked so what I did is whenever a
we looked so what I did is whenever a camera rose around with real film that
camera rose around with real film that
camera rose around with real film that you paid to develop I hid and I and I
you paid to develop I hid and I and I
you paid to develop I hid and I and I avoided and I and I wanted to hide from
avoided and I and I wanted to hide from
avoided and I and I wanted to hide from the world because they looked at me with
the world because they looked at me with
the world because they looked at me with broken eyes so I told myself I was
broken eyes so I told myself I was
broken eyes so I told myself I was broken then one day I had sat and looked
broken then one day I had sat and looked
broken then one day I had sat and looked at all those pictures that we had
at all those pictures that we had
at all those pictures that we had developed and what I saw was me hiding
developed and what I saw was me hiding
developed and what I saw was me hiding it was me going like this and me being
it was me going like this and me being
it was me going like this and me being obsessed over my big nose that I hadn’t
obsessed over my big nose that I hadn’t
obsessed over my big nose that I hadn’t grown into and me being upset I wasn’t
grown into and me being upset I wasn’t
grown into and me being upset I wasn’t tall as my friend and me not liking me
tall as my friend and me not liking me
tall as my friend and me not liking me because somebody looked at me with
because somebody looked at me with
because somebody looked at me with broken eyes because I scared him so I
broken eyes because I scared him so I
broken eyes because I scared him so I did it I was walking out and I thought
did it I was walking out and I thought
did it I was walking out and I thought the pictures of me broken couldn’t
the pictures of me broken couldn’t
the pictures of me broken couldn’t possibly be as bad as their pictures of
possibly be as bad as their pictures of
possibly be as bad as their pictures of me smiley so I decided that day forward
me smiley so I decided that day forward
me smiley so I decided that day forward I would look up and smile and try just
I would look up and smile and try just
I would look up and smile and try just try I tried out for high school
try I tried out for high school
try I tried out for high school cheerleader and got it I tried to look
cheerleader and got it I tried to look
cheerleader and got it I tried to look up and smile and believed myself this is
up and smile and believed myself this is
up and smile and believed myself this is the junior year of high school that’s me
the junior year of high school that’s me
the junior year of high school that’s me my senior year in high school I didn’t
my senior year in high school I didn’t
my senior year in high school I didn’t change much but what I changed was me
change much but what I changed was me
change much but what I changed was me that’s when I came up with my four step
that’s when I came up with my four step
that’s when I came up with my four step program be you to fullness because we’re
program be you to fullness because we’re
program be you to fullness because we’re all exactly differently the same we are
all exactly differently the same we are
all exactly differently the same we are always fighting our hormones and our
always fighting our hormones and our
always fighting our hormones and our bodies and what we think we should be
bodies and what we think we should be
bodies and what we think we should be and what we want to be in what we want
and what we want to be in what we want
and what we want to be in what we want to be and we think we have some kind of
to be and we think we have some kind of
to be and we think we have some kind of control over this how many of you are
control over this how many of you are
control over this how many of you are watching your friends and seeing how
watching your friends and seeing how
watching your friends and seeing how many Facebook friends or Instagram likes
many Facebook friends or Instagram likes
many Facebook friends or Instagram likes forgetting or you go to the store and
forgetting or you go to the store and
forgetting or you go to the store and you see who has the prettiest hair and
you see who has the prettiest hair and
you see who has the prettiest hair and who is tall and who has the body you
who is tall and who has the body you
who is tall and who has the body you want and and then who has the best cars
want and and then who has the best cars
want and and then who has the best cars and who has the best grades for whatever
and who has the best grades for whatever
and who has the best grades for whatever you want to compare and compete with
you want to compare and compete with
you want to compare and compete with right and have you ever compared and
right and have you ever compared and
right and have you ever compared and competed with someone based on something
competed with someone based on something
competed with someone based on something they didn’t choose I want you guys to
they didn’t choose I want you guys to
they didn’t choose I want you guys to think back way back do you remember when
think back way back do you remember when
think back way back do you remember when you were in your mom’s womb do you
you were in your mom’s womb do you
you were in your mom’s womb do you remember sitting there all nice and warm
remember sitting there all nice and warm
remember sitting there all nice and warm and cozy and saying ha I am going to be
and cozy and saying ha I am going to be
and cozy and saying ha I am going to be this tall this is where my fat is going
this tall this is where my fat is going
this tall this is where my fat is going to go this is how much energy I’m gonna
to go this is how much energy I’m gonna
to go this is how much energy I’m gonna have these are the things I’m going to
have these are the things I’m going to
have these are the things I’m going to accomplish this is how smart I’m going
accomplish this is how smart I’m going
accomplish this is how smart I’m going to be and this is why the world is gonna
to be and this is why the world is gonna
to be and this is why the world is gonna love me right because you picked all
love me right because you picked all
love me right because you picked all that stuff out right remember remember
that stuff out right remember remember
that stuff out right remember remember doing that yeah none of us did yet have
doing that yeah none of us did yet have
doing that yeah none of us did yet have you ever faced an opinion on someone or
you ever faced an opinion on someone or
you ever faced an opinion on someone or thought about yourself over something
thought about yourself over something
thought about yourself over something you have no control over have you been
you have no control over have you been
you have no control over have you been an opinion on yourself when you look in
an opinion on yourself when you look in
an opinion on yourself when you look in the mirror based on something you
the mirror based on something you
the mirror based on something you thought or heard when you were 13 years
thought or heard when you were 13 years
thought or heard when you were 13 years old when your brain was developing
old when your brain was developing
old when your brain was developing emotionally or 12 when I found out I was
emotionally or 12 when I found out I was
emotionally or 12 when I found out I was an epileptic
that’s why bu to fullness we are all
that’s why bu to fullness we are all exactly differently the same the b and b
exactly differently the same the b and b
exactly differently the same the b and b you to fullness is your aliveness this
you to fullness is your aliveness this
you to fullness is your aliveness this entire day you’ve sat there this entire
entire day you’ve sat there this entire
entire day you’ve sat there this entire time you’ve been here have you asked
time you’ve been here have you asked
time you’ve been here have you asked your heart to be have you asked your
your heart to be have you asked your
your heart to be have you asked your brain to tell your lungs to bring in
brain to tell your lungs to bring in
brain to tell your lungs to bring in oxygen to feed your blood about your
oxygen to feed your blood about your
oxygen to feed your blood about your body oh we don’t waste our brain energy
body oh we don’t waste our brain energy
body oh we don’t waste our brain energy doing that yet what have you been
doing that yet what have you been
doing that yet what have you been thinking about what have you been
thinking about what have you been
thinking about what have you been worried about I literally just learned
worried about I literally just learned
worried about I literally just learned this lesson of B C all right this is
this lesson of B C all right this is
this lesson of B C all right this is silly I was skiing with my family and I
silly I was skiing with my family and I
silly I was skiing with my family and I was on the bunny hill with my daughter
was on the bunny hill with my daughter
was on the bunny hill with my daughter and I’m an intermediate skier and she
and I’m an intermediate skier and she
and I’m an intermediate skier and she fell behind me and when you ski with
fell behind me and when you ski with
fell behind me and when you ski with someone you’re supposed to stop so as I
someone you’re supposed to stop so as I
someone you’re supposed to stop so as I started stopping on the bunny hill and I
started stopping on the bunny hill and I
started stopping on the bunny hill and I guess this is like french fry and french
guess this is like french fry and french
guess this is like french fry and french fry position my knee went crackle
fry position my knee went crackle
fry position my knee went crackle crackle crackle crackle snap pop and my
crackle crackle crackle snap pop and my
crackle crackle crackle snap pop and my ACL popped up and my leg was decapitated
ACL popped up and my leg was decapitated
ACL popped up and my leg was decapitated basically inside it hurts so bad
basically inside it hurts so bad
basically inside it hurts so bad and that would have been bad but what
and that would have been bad but what
and that would have been bad but what made it worse is three days after my
made it worse is three days after my
made it worse is three days after my surgery I got extreme vertigo not a
surgery I got extreme vertigo not a
surgery I got extreme vertigo not a little vertigo extreme vertigo meaning
little vertigo extreme vertigo meaning
little vertigo extreme vertigo meaning my brain spun out of control
my brain spun out of control
my brain spun out of control literally so much so that my kidney
literally so much so that my kidney
literally so much so that my kidney started shutting down and I needed to be
started shutting down and I needed to be
started shutting down and I needed to be carried into the doctor’s office for two
carried into the doctor’s office for two
carried into the doctor’s office for two weeks my brain spun for two weeks I
weeks my brain spun for two weeks I
weeks my brain spun for two weeks I desperately wanted control of this brain
desperately wanted control of this brain
desperately wanted control of this brain and it didn’t matter what I did
and it didn’t matter what I did
and it didn’t matter what I did it didn’t matter where I went I couldn’t
it didn’t matter where I went I couldn’t
it didn’t matter where I went I couldn’t control my brain and then one day I woke
control my brain and then one day I woke
control my brain and then one day I woke up and it was over the spinning that the
up and it was over the spinning that the
up and it was over the spinning that the dizzy the throwing up it was over and so
dizzy the throwing up it was over and so
dizzy the throwing up it was over and so I took my crutches and I went to the
I took my crutches and I went to the
I took my crutches and I went to the couch and I sat there and that whole
couch and I sat there and that whole
couch and I sat there and that whole time I wanted control of my brain
time I wanted control of my brain
time I wanted control of my brain I never realized my leg
I never realized my leg
I never realized my leg never stopped healing my heart never
never stopped healing my heart never
never stopped healing my heart never stopped beating and that tear that
stopped beating and that tear that
stopped beating and that tear that started falling down my cheek just came
started falling down my cheek just came
started falling down my cheek just came and that’s when I realized be that
and that’s when I realized be that
and that’s when I realized be that you’re alive you have a chance and you
you’re alive you have a chance and you
you’re alive you have a chance and you have a shot and you are just like
have a shot and you are just like
have a shot and you are just like everybody else
everybody else
everybody else a brain for a brain a heart for a heart
a brain for a brain a heart for a heart
a brain for a brain a heart for a heart a hand and a foot where they belong
a hand and a foot where they belong
a hand and a foot where they belong because we are all exactly differently
because we are all exactly differently
because we are all exactly differently the same you the second part of this
the same you the second part of this
the same you the second part of this two-step program you are formula of
two-step program you are formula of
two-step program you are formula of seven face shape three skin tones five
seven face shape three skin tones five
seven face shape three skin tones five body forms and three hair types
body forms and three hair types
body forms and three hair types that’s it just like the primary colors
that’s it just like the primary colors
that’s it just like the primary colors red yellow and blue
red yellow and blue
red yellow and blue make every color on this planet you two
make every color on this planet you two
make every color on this planet you two are a combination that makes every
are a combination that makes every
are a combination that makes every single one of us you matter and you are
single one of us you matter and you are
single one of us you matter and you are the only you there will ever be no one
the only you there will ever be no one
the only you there will ever be no one will look like you no one will have the
will look like you no one will have the
will look like you no one will have the places of influence that you have no one
places of influence that you have no one
places of influence that you have no one in this entire world will ever be you
in this entire world will ever be you
in this entire world will ever be you and you have all the potential and all
and you have all the potential and all
and you have all the potential and all the abilities and all the capabilities
the abilities and all the capabilities
the abilities and all the capabilities to go through this life and become
to go through this life and become
to go through this life and become whatever you choose to be
whatever you choose to be
whatever you choose to be you’re a combination of seven base
you’re a combination of seven base
you’re a combination of seven base shapes we all have them we all have a
shapes we all have them we all have a
shapes we all have them we all have a face that’s how we know we’re humans we
face that’s how we know we’re humans we
face that’s how we know we’re humans we can not do each other by our faces I got
can not do each other by our faces I got
can not do each other by our faces I got to tell you a story because I’m a
to tell you a story because I’m a
to tell you a story because I’m a hairdresser and because I can see beauty
hairdresser and because I can see beauty
hairdresser and because I can see beauty in everything I had a friend who said
in everything I had a friend who said
in everything I had a friend who said Tammy I have this friend Jack he knows
Tammy I have this friend Jack he knows
Tammy I have this friend Jack he knows he knows his fullness he’s an English
he knows his fullness he’s an English
he knows his fullness he’s an English professor but he just doesn’t have it
professor but he just doesn’t have it
professor but he just doesn’t have it together do you know what I mean and so
together do you know what I mean and so
together do you know what I mean and so she brought they brought him to into the
she brought they brought him to into the
she brought they brought him to into the shop and as I was looking at Jack I was
shop and as I was looking at Jack I was
shop and as I was looking at Jack I was like oh man his hair was long his
like oh man his hair was long his
like oh man his hair was long his glasses are wrong his shirt was tight
glasses are wrong his shirt was tight
glasses are wrong his shirt was tight and his pants were big and he walked in
and his pants were big and he walked in
and his pants were big and he walked in there kind of like this and he sat in my
there kind of like this and he sat in my
there kind of like this and he sat in my seat and I know that feeling
seat and I know that feeling
seat and I know that feeling because my junior in high school is when
because my junior in high school is when
because my junior in high school is when I switched it so I might have a seat
I switched it so I might have a seat
I switched it so I might have a seat jack and as I was cutting his hair and
jack and as I was cutting his hair and
jack and as I was cutting his hair and doing all of this stuff for him he
doing all of this stuff for him he
doing all of this stuff for him he started changing we lifted it up and you
started changing we lifted it up and you
started changing we lifted it up and you could see his eyes and his handsome face
could see his eyes and his handsome face
could see his eyes and his handsome face as he sat up where his shoulders became
as he sat up where his shoulders became
as he sat up where his shoulders became more broad and then he saw himself in
more broad and then he saw himself in
more broad and then he saw himself in the mirror and then he started to doubt
the mirror and then he started to doubt
the mirror and then he started to doubt he saw what I was making him to be but
he saw what I was making him to be but
he saw what I was making him to be but it didn’t make sense to him because he’s
it didn’t make sense to him because he’s
it didn’t make sense to him because he’s never looked like that so I said okay
never looked like that so I said okay
never looked like that so I said okay Jack if you get one compliment on your
Jack if you get one compliment on your
Jack if you get one compliment on your new look that equals one day of change
new look that equals one day of change
new look that equals one day of change that means per each compliment you get
that means per each compliment you get
that means per each compliment you get you give me one more day where you look
you give me one more day where you look
you give me one more day where you look the way I taught you to look he had two
the way I taught you to look he had two
the way I taught you to look he had two compliments before he left a shot and he
compliments before he left a shot and he
compliments before he left a shot and he looked really good he was set and he’s
looked really good he was set and he’s
looked really good he was set and he’s still set I see him all the time you are
still set I see him all the time you are
still set I see him all the time you are one of three skin tones you are either
one of three skin tones you are either
one of three skin tones you are either neutral cool or warm we are all exactly
neutral cool or warm we are all exactly
neutral cool or warm we are all exactly differently the same it doesn’t matter
differently the same it doesn’t matter
differently the same it doesn’t matter how white tan brown black you think you
how white tan brown black you think you
how white tan brown black you think you are we are all exactly differently the
are we are all exactly differently the
are we are all exactly differently the same
same
same you didn’t pick it you didn’t decide it
you didn’t pick it you didn’t decide it
you didn’t pick it you didn’t decide it the only thing you get to do is choose
the only thing you get to do is choose
the only thing you get to do is choose what you’re going to do with it now I am
what you’re going to do with it now I am
what you’re going to do with it now I am NOT talking about your heritage I am NOT
NOT talking about your heritage I am NOT
NOT talking about your heritage I am NOT talking about your ancestry those are
talking about your ancestry those are
talking about your ancestry those are things you should make and make proud of
things you should make and make proud of
things you should make and make proud of what I am talking about is basing an
what I am talking about is basing an
what I am talking about is basing an opinion on yourself or someone else
opinion on yourself or someone else
opinion on yourself or someone else based on something none of us chose you
based on something none of us chose you
based on something none of us chose you are one of five body forms ladies and
are one of five body forms ladies and
are one of five body forms ladies and gentlemen I wish we could tell our fat
gentlemen I wish we could tell our fat
gentlemen I wish we could tell our fat where to go but we can’t I’ve tried for
where to go but we can’t I’ve tried for
where to go but we can’t I’ve tried for years the thing is is you are made the
years the thing is is you are made the
years the thing is is you are made the way you’re made and what you decide to
way you’re made and what you decide to
way you’re made and what you decide to do with how you’re made is what you
do with how you’re made is what you
do with how you’re made is what you decide you are one of three hair types
decide you are one of three hair types
decide you are one of three hair types you either have a lot or you don’t and
you either have a lot or you don’t and
you either have a lot or you don’t and if you want to fix it you can you are
if you want to fix it you can you are
if you want to fix it you can you are the only you there will ever be no one
the only you there will ever be no one
the only you there will ever be no one will ever look like you no one will have
will ever look like you no one will have
will ever look like you no one will have the places of influence as you do and
the places of influence as you do and
the places of influence as you do and you matter and that’s when I came up
you matter and that’s when I came up
you matter and that’s when I came up with my third step – this is the hard
with my third step – this is the hard
with my third step – this is the hard one guys this is the really hard one
one guys this is the really hard one
one guys this is the really hard one because – means you have to move forward
because – means you have to move forward
because – means you have to move forward but a lot of times we like to use
but a lot of times we like to use
but a lot of times we like to use excuses why we can’t I used broken eyes
excuses why we can’t I used broken eyes
excuses why we can’t I used broken eyes because of my epileptic seizures – give
because of my epileptic seizures – give
because of my epileptic seizures – give me an excuse not to look up and smile
me an excuse not to look up and smile
me an excuse not to look up and smile and believe in myself some of us use
and believe in myself some of us use
and believe in myself some of us use well my mom made me this or my friend
well my mom made me this or my friend
well my mom made me this or my friend said this or you did this to me guess
said this or you did this to me guess
said this or you did this to me guess what you are 100% control of your
what you are 100% control of your
what you are 100% control of your choices you can choose to be angry you
choices you can choose to be angry you
choices you can choose to be angry you can choose to be sad you can choose to
can choose to be sad you can choose to
can choose to be sad you can choose to have peace you can choose to accept
have peace you can choose to accept
have peace you can choose to accept yourself allow yourself forgive yourself
yourself allow yourself forgive yourself
yourself allow yourself forgive yourself whatever but you are 100
whatever but you are 100
whatever but you are 100 in charge of your choices and because
in charge of your choices and because
in charge of your choices and because you are in charge of your choices we
you are in charge of your choices we
you are in charge of your choices we need to be able to look in the mirror
need to be able to look in the mirror
need to be able to look in the mirror and allow ourselves to age guys you’re
and allow ourselves to age guys you’re
and allow ourselves to age guys you’re young now and aging sounds real cool
young now and aging sounds real cool
young now and aging sounds real cool because you’re going to college life is
because you’re going to college life is
because you’re going to college life is gonna change but trust me as you get
gonna change but trust me as you get
gonna change but trust me as you get older that allowing means gravity is
older that allowing means gravity is
older that allowing means gravity is going to pull on your skin and all the
going to pull on your skin and all the
going to pull on your skin and all the rest of the pieces of your body and it’s
rest of the pieces of your body and it’s
rest of the pieces of your body and it’s going to happen because gravity is not
going to happen because gravity is not
going to happen because gravity is not going away you need to accept yourself
going away you need to accept yourself
going away you need to accept yourself you need to accept that you’re gonna
you need to accept that you’re gonna
you need to accept that you’re gonna change evolve and turn into things you
change evolve and turn into things you
change evolve and turn into things you want to be and there’s things you’re not
want to be and there’s things you’re not
want to be and there’s things you’re not going to always love but you can accept
going to always love but you can accept
going to always love but you can accept it about yourself you can let go of
it about yourself you can let go of
it about yourself you can let go of negative self-talk set it free digits
negative self-talk set it free digits
negative self-talk set it free digits are not definitions that number on the
are not definitions that number on the
are not definitions that number on the scale has nothing to do with what I am
scale has nothing to do with what I am
scale has nothing to do with what I am you are not what you look like and
you are not what you look like and
you are not what you look like and you’re not who you were and you are not
you’re not who you were and you are not
you’re not who you were and you are not where you’re going you are what you do
where you’re going you are what you do
where you’re going you are what you do what are you doing and that’s when I
what are you doing and that’s when I
what are you doing and that’s when I came up with fullness this is your
came up with fullness this is your
came up with fullness this is your weaknesses your strengths your powers
weaknesses your strengths your powers
weaknesses your strengths your powers all the things that really make you you
all the things that really make you you
all the things that really make you you see your fullness is this it’s your
see your fullness is this it’s your
see your fullness is this it’s your heart
heart
heart it’s the intentions of your heart it’s
it’s the intentions of your heart it’s
it’s the intentions of your heart it’s your gifts and your talents and your
your gifts and your talents and your
your gifts and your talents and your weaknesses you guys when I was a little
weaknesses you guys when I was a little
weaknesses you guys when I was a little girl like two years old I was gonna be a
girl like two years old I was gonna be a
girl like two years old I was gonna be a princess by the time I was six years old
princess by the time I was six years old
princess by the time I was six years old I knew I wasn’t going to be a princess
I knew I wasn’t going to be a princess
I knew I wasn’t going to be a princess and that dream wasn’t coming true and
and that dream wasn’t coming true and
and that dream wasn’t coming true and then when I was six and seven years old
then when I was six and seven years old
then when I was six and seven years old I was like I’m gonna have all these kids
I was like I’m gonna have all these kids
I was like I’m gonna have all these kids and I’m gonna so and I’m gonna sing and
and I’m gonna so and I’m gonna sing and
and I’m gonna so and I’m gonna sing and I’m gonna be able to cook and none of
I’m gonna be able to cook and none of
I’m gonna be able to cook and none of those are my talents either in fact I am
those are my talents either in fact I am
those are my talents either in fact I am so tone-deaf because of my broken brain
so tone-deaf because of my broken brain
so tone-deaf because of my broken brain that I’ve had people give me my money
that I’ve had people give me my money
that I’ve had people give me my money back from singing lessons it is just not
back from singing lessons it is just not
back from singing lessons it is just not one of my gifts but see this is the
one of my gifts but see this is the
one of my gifts but see this is the thing about your fullness
thing about your fullness
thing about your fullness you’re young you don’t know it yet and
you’re young you don’t know it yet and
you’re young you don’t know it yet and you’re not going to what you have to try
you’re not going to what you have to try
you’re not going to what you have to try join a team just a semester and then if
join a team just a semester and then if
join a team just a semester and then if it’s not for you and you don’t have a
it’s not for you and you don’t have a
it’s not for you and you don’t have a passion for it and you can’t sing like
passion for it and you can’t sing like
passion for it and you can’t sing like me then after you’re done and whatever
me then after you’re done and whatever
me then after you’re done and whatever you committed to let it go set it free
you committed to let it go set it free
you committed to let it go set it free but try your fullness ‘as I have been
but try your fullness ‘as I have been
but try your fullness ‘as I have been trying and trying to trying I wanted to
trying and trying to trying I wanted to
trying and trying to trying I wanted to cook can’t do it tried to grow a garden
cook can’t do it tried to grow a garden
cook can’t do it tried to grow a garden 20 years this years ear corn was that
20 years this years ear corn was that
20 years this years ear corn was that big it soaked that I’m so bad at it and
big it soaked that I’m so bad at it and
big it soaked that I’m so bad at it and not only that the singing that broken
not only that the singing that broken
not only that the singing that broken brain of mine it’s in my language center
brain of mine it’s in my language center
brain of mine it’s in my language center I spent 45 days at UCLA hospital to have
I spent 45 days at UCLA hospital to have
I spent 45 days at UCLA hospital to have brain surgery just to be told I couldn’t
brain surgery just to be told I couldn’t
brain surgery just to be told I couldn’t see I have three brain lesions which are
see I have three brain lesions which are
see I have three brain lesions which are actually holes now and they’re in my
actually holes now and they’re in my
actually holes now and they’re in my Language Center and they connect my
Language Center and they connect my
Language Center and they connect my pieces and it’s broken
pieces and it’s broken
pieces and it’s broken but I can speak and I was told by other
but I can speak and I was told by other
but I can speak and I was told by other people because I did write a column
people because I did write a column
people because I did write a column which I hated doing trust me it hurt so
which I hated doing trust me it hurt so
which I hated doing trust me it hurt so bad I literally had to hold my brain and
bad I literally had to hold my brain and
bad I literally had to hold my brain and my food in to type out the columns and
my food in to type out the columns and
my food in to type out the columns and then when I was told by jack who knew
then when I was told by jack who knew
then when I was told by jack who knew his fullness that I was an author to
his fullness that I was an author to
his fullness that I was an author to write a book I’m like I’m not doing it I
write a book I’m like I’m not doing it I
write a book I’m like I’m not doing it I am NOT doing my brains broken I was
am NOT doing my brains broken I was
am NOT doing my brains broken I was using an excuse see you don’t know all
using an excuse see you don’t know all
using an excuse see you don’t know all your fullness is yet and if you want to
your fullness is yet and if you want to
your fullness is yet and if you want to grow up and be a princess who says you
grow up and be a princess who says you
grow up and be a princess who says you can’t but you can’t give up and you
can’t but you can’t give up and you
can’t but you can’t give up and you can’t keep trying and if you do have a
can’t keep trying and if you do have a
can’t keep trying and if you do have a talent and you do have a gift and you do
talent and you do have a gift and you do
talent and you do have a gift and you do have a fullness just because it’s hard
have a fullness just because it’s hard
have a fullness just because it’s hard shouldn’t give you permission to give up
we are we are all exactly differently
we are we are all exactly differently the same you didn’t pick your formula
the same you didn’t pick your formula
the same you didn’t pick your formula you didn’t pick it you didn’t pick your
you didn’t pick it you didn’t pick your
you didn’t pick it you didn’t pick your eyes your face your skin your tone where
eyes your face your skin your tone where
eyes your face your skin your tone where your fat goes any of it
your fat goes any of it
your fat goes any of it but you a hundred percent get to choose
but you a hundred percent get to choose
but you a hundred percent get to choose what you do with it
what you do with it
what you do with it choose to be more don’t settle don’t
choose to be more don’t settle don’t
choose to be more don’t settle don’t sabotage don’t hurt yourself you are
sabotage don’t hurt yourself you are
sabotage don’t hurt yourself you are worth it and you are going to be the
worth it and you are going to be the
worth it and you are going to be the generation that can change ours and when
generation that can change ours and when
generation that can change ours and when you believe in you the world will
you believe in you the world will
you believe in you the world will believe in you and more than that when
believe in you and more than that when
believe in you and more than that when you believe in yourself you can change
you believe in yourself you can change
you believe in yourself you can change the world
the world
the world see I dream of a world with
see I dream of a world with
see I dream of a world with beautifulness people in it people who
beautifulness people in it people who
beautifulness people in it people who know the who they are and realize they
know the who they are and realize they
know the who they are and realize they didn’t choose this outside but they
didn’t choose this outside but they
didn’t choose this outside but they choose how to fill on the inside and
choose how to fill on the inside and
choose how to fill on the inside and they choose what to do and they go to
they choose what to do and they go to
they choose what to do and they go to the store and instead of being insecure
the store and instead of being insecure
the store and instead of being insecure and wondering who’s looking at them and
and wondering who’s looking at them and
and wondering who’s looking at them and who see my flaw and who sees my zit they
who see my flaw and who sees my zit they
who see my flaw and who sees my zit they walk into the store one beautifulness
walk into the store one beautifulness
walk into the store one beautifulness whole person and they believe in
whole person and they believe in
whole person and they believe in themselves and because they’re one whole
themselves and because they’re one whole
themselves and because they’re one whole person believing in themselves they see
person believing in themselves they see
person believing in themselves they see those who are hurting and they lift and
those who are hurting and they lift and
those who are hurting and they lift and build them to being you to fullness we
build them to being you to fullness we
build them to being you to fullness we are all exactly differently the same you
are all exactly differently the same you
are all exactly differently the same you didn’t choose it but you a hundred
didn’t choose it but you a hundred
didn’t choose it but you a hundred percent can choose to be more
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