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hi guys my name is Demetrius best reps

hi guys my name is Demetrius best reps key as Audrey said before I am a circus

key as Audrey said before I am a circus

key as Audrey said before I am a circus performer and action actor living here

performer and action actor living here

performer and action actor living here in Los Angeles I’m one half of the best

in Los Angeles I’m one half of the best

in Los Angeles I’m one half of the best reps key brothers that’s my younger

reps key brothers that’s my younger

reps key brothers that’s my younger brother right there and I got to perform

brother right there and I got to perform

brother right there and I got to perform with him all the time which is really

with him all the time which is really

with him all the time which is really cool before we start I want to answer a

cool before we start I want to answer a

cool before we start I want to answer a few questions that people always ask me

few questions that people always ask me

few questions that people always ask me all the time how tall am I I’m six seven

all the time how tall am I I’m six seven

all the time how tall am I I’m six seven technically I’m six six and a half but

technically I’m six six and a half but

technically I’m six six and a half but if I tell you I’m six six and a half

if I tell you I’m six six and a half

if I tell you I’m six six and a half years you’re six seven okay I’m six

years you’re six seven okay I’m six

years you’re six seven okay I’m six seven I’m a circus performer the air up

seven I’m a circus performer the air up

seven I’m a circus performer the air up here is great I don’t play basketball

here is great I don’t play basketball

here is great I don’t play basketball I’m not part of a circus family and I

I’m not part of a circus family and I

I’m not part of a circus family and I didn’t start doing gymnastics as a kid I

didn’t start doing gymnastics as a kid I

didn’t start doing gymnastics as a kid I actually used to be a janitor which is a

actually used to be a janitor which is a

actually used to be a janitor which is a really really good profession that you

really really good profession that you

really really good profession that you should all aspire to do but before we

should all aspire to do but before we

should all aspire to do but before we get into the juicy details on my

get into the juicy details on my

get into the juicy details on my janitorial career I wanted to share my

janitorial career I wanted to share my

janitorial career I wanted to share my most embarrassing life experience at

most embarrassing life experience at

most embarrassing life experience at that time with you guys it was an

that time with you guys it was an

that time with you guys it was an audition that I did when I was 21 years

audition that I did when I was 21 years

audition that I did when I was 21 years old and I came from a smaller City

old and I came from a smaller City

old and I came from a smaller City Spokane Washington and for me it was a

Spokane Washington and for me it was a

Spokane Washington and for me it was a big deal it’s a really big deal I want

big deal it’s a really big deal I want

big deal it’s a really big deal I want to show that with you guys so check it

to show that with you guys so check it

to show that with you guys so check it out now they call this the brand new

out now they call this the brand new

out now they call this the brand new settings but outside things have dried

settings but outside things have dried

settings but outside things have dried up inside things are still pretty

up inside things are still pretty

up inside things are still pretty miserable so far the dancers haven’t hit

miserable so far the dancers haven’t hit

miserable so far the dancers haven’t hit the heights the judges would like hoping

the heights the judges would like hoping

the heights the judges would like hoping to change that with six foot six b-boy

to change that with six foot six b-boy

to change that with six foot six b-boy Demetrios Petrovsky a week ago was

Demetrios Petrovsky a week ago was

Demetrios Petrovsky a week ago was really really confident and then I

really really confident and then I

really really confident and then I videotaped myself working out and I saw

videotaped myself working out and I saw

videotaped myself working out and I saw it and now it’s like kind of iffy now

it and now it’s like kind of iffy now

it and now it’s like kind of iffy now I’m like I’m here already so I’m doing

I’m like I’m here already so I’m doing

I’m like I’m here already so I’m doing it but I was a lot more confident before

it but I was a lot more confident before

it but I was a lot more confident before I saw a tape of me dancing

I saw a tape of me dancing

I saw a tape of me dancing apparently it looks a lot better in my

apparently it looks a lot better in my

apparently it looks a lot better in my head

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okay how long have you been doing

okay how long have you been doing breaking three months three months huh

breaking three months three months huh

breaking three months three months huh Wow well that’s what it it felt like I

Wow well that’s what it it felt like I

Wow well that’s what it it felt like I was watching somebody that’s been trying

was watching somebody that’s been trying

was watching somebody that’s been trying something for three months I didn’t feel

something for three months I didn’t feel

something for three months I didn’t feel for one thing that you had the strength

for one thing that you had the strength

for one thing that you had the strength you know and there was this wild wickets

you know and there was this wild wickets

you know and there was this wild wickets on you were just like falling down and

on you were just like falling down and

on you were just like falling down and it was getting slower and slower really

it was getting slower and slower really

it was getting slower and slower really nail it and it was just I was like

nail it and it was just I was like

nail it and it was just I was like scared actually cuz I realized you know

scared actually cuz I realized you know

scared actually cuz I realized you know that you don’t really know what you’re

that you don’t really know what you’re

that you don’t really know what you’re doing it scared me I couldn’t even enjoy

doing it scared me I couldn’t even enjoy

doing it scared me I couldn’t even enjoy it it sounded like the music was feeding

it it sounded like the music was feeding

it it sounded like the music was feeding out of you and you were completely dying

out of you and you were completely dying

out of you and you were completely dying on us and it scared me I’m not sure

on us and it scared me I’m not sure

on us and it scared me I’m not sure you’re allowed to say television yeah

yeah there wasn’t anything there for me

yeah there wasn’t anything there for me at all I’m afraid it’s enough for me

at all I’m afraid it’s enough for me

at all I’m afraid it’s enough for me it’s a no for me but I hope to encourage

it’s a no for me but I hope to encourage

it’s a no for me but I hope to encourage you to keep going if you love dancing

you to keep going if you love dancing

you to keep going if you love dancing don’t just stick with breaking classical

don’t just stick with breaking classical

don’t just stick with breaking classical would be panting you’d make a great

would be panting you’d make a great

would be panting you’d make a great partner you’d be able to lift girls with

partner you’d be able to lift girls with

partner you’d be able to lift girls with one finger fantastic

one finger fantastic

one finger fantastic yeah we’ll see you in a couple of years

yeah we’ll see you in a couple of years

yeah we’ll see you in a couple of years doing that then shall we sounds good all

doing that then shall we sounds good all

doing that then shall we sounds good all right

so a fun fact that Sanne picked was for

so a fun fact that Sanne picked was for shock value I think it got it the second

shock value I think it got it the second

shock value I think it got it the second thing is my performance that just it was

thing is my performance that just it was

thing is my performance that just it was a minute 30 which is exactly how long I

a minute 30 which is exactly how long I

a minute 30 which is exactly how long I had first I think it danced

had first I think it danced

had first I think it danced now I’m gonna backtrack a little bit so

now I’m gonna backtrack a little bit so

now I’m gonna backtrack a little bit so I used to be a janitor and I was a

I used to be a janitor and I was a

I used to be a janitor and I was a self-employed janitor which means I had

self-employed janitor which means I had

self-employed janitor which means I had a lot of free time on my hands a lot of

a lot of free time on my hands a lot of

a lot of free time on my hands a lot of free time all my friends were at school

free time all my friends were at school

free time all my friends were at school or at work I worked either late nights

or at work I worked either late nights

or at work I worked either late nights or early mornings so my whole day was

or early mornings so my whole day was

or early mornings so my whole day was essentially free to do whatever I wanted

essentially free to do whatever I wanted

essentially free to do whatever I wanted though I didn’t have anything to do I

though I didn’t have anything to do I

though I didn’t have anything to do I went to Lake that summer and I learned

went to Lake that summer and I learned

went to Lake that summer and I learned how to do a backflip into the water off

how to do a backflip into the water off

how to do a backflip into the water off a dock and this was a huge deal for me

a dock and this was a huge deal for me

a dock and this was a huge deal for me because I always wanted to do gymnastics

because I always wanted to do gymnastics

because I always wanted to do gymnastics I always wanted to do it but I was

I always wanted to do it but I was

I always wanted to do it but I was always told those two tall and also our

always told those two tall and also our

always told those two tall and also our family wasn’t financially stable enough

family wasn’t financially stable enough

family wasn’t financially stable enough to pay for their six seven four six six

to pay for their six seven four six six

to pay for their six seven four six six son or tall boy to do gymnastics and

son or tall boy to do gymnastics and

son or tall boy to do gymnastics and I’ve always wanted to do so when I

I’ve always wanted to do so when I

I’ve always wanted to do so when I learned how to do that backflip

learned how to do that backflip

learned how to do that backflip something awoke inside of me and I’m

something awoke inside of me and I’m

something awoke inside of me and I’m like wow I could do this I could do this

like wow I could do this I could do this

like wow I could do this I could do this and I had all this free time so I

and I had all this free time so I

and I had all this free time so I started going into gymnastics gyms and

started going into gymnastics gyms and

started going into gymnastics gyms and finding out about adult classes and

finding out about adult classes and

finding out about adult classes and about renting the gym because I wanted

about renting the gym because I wanted

about renting the gym because I wanted to learn now I started learning about

to learn now I started learning about

to learn now I started learning about dog classes when I realized that one I’m

dog classes when I realized that one I’m

dog classes when I realized that one I’m really really self-conscious about

really really self-conscious about

really really self-conscious about people watching me learn how to do stuff

people watching me learn how to do stuff

people watching me learn how to do stuff because I’m a tall awkward white male

because I’m a tall awkward white male

because I’m a tall awkward white male and I don’t want people to like laugh at

and I don’t want people to like laugh at

and I don’t want people to like laugh at me so I was really scared to do it so I

me so I was really scared to do it so I

me so I was really scared to do it so I started asking about renting the gym and

started asking about renting the gym and

started asking about renting the gym and I stopped by at a gymnastics place left

I stopped by at a gymnastics place left

I stopped by at a gymnastics place left my number and I got a call the next day

my number and I got a call the next day

my number and I got a call the next day and this call surprised me because what

and this call surprised me because what

and this call surprised me because what they asked me was if I wanted to

they asked me was if I wanted to

they asked me was if I wanted to interview for a coaching position at the

interview for a coaching position at the

interview for a coaching position at the gym they called hi I’m from Spokane

gym they called hi I’m from Spokane

gym they called hi I’m from Spokane elite gymnastics now formally spoken

elite gymnastics now formally spoken

elite gymnastics now formally spoken like gymnastics now Spokane gymnastics

like gymnastics now Spokane gymnastics

like gymnastics now Spokane gymnastics and like we’re looking for coaches we

and like we’re looking for coaches we

and like we’re looking for coaches we know that you were inquiring we’re

know that you were inquiring we’re

know that you were inquiring we’re looking for you know a male coach who’s

looking for you know a male coach who’s

looking for you know a male coach who’s strong who could spot the kids on high

strong who could spot the kids on high

strong who could spot the kids on high bar and whatnot and I immediately

bar and whatnot and I immediately

bar and whatnot and I immediately informed unknown about me I know nothing

informed unknown about me I know nothing

informed unknown about me I know nothing about gymnastics I want to learn

about gymnastics I want to learn

about gymnastics I want to learn gymnastics like no no it’s not that big

gymnastics like no no it’s not that big

gymnastics like no no it’s not that big of a deal we’ll train you you know you

of a deal we’ll train you you know you

of a deal we’ll train you you know you could interview if they’d be like you

could interview if they’d be like you

could interview if they’d be like you will train you to coach I was like oh

will train you to coach I was like oh

will train you to coach I was like oh okay yeah I’ll think about it and then I

okay yeah I’ll think about it and then I

okay yeah I’ll think about it and then I hung up and I just sat there with my

hung up and I just sat there with my

hung up and I just sat there with my phone and I’m like do I want to do this

phone and I’m like do I want to do this

phone and I’m like do I want to do this job energy I don’t need the money but I

job energy I don’t need the money but I

job energy I don’t need the money but I have lots of time so you know and this

have lots of time so you know and this

have lots of time so you know and this was my first Whynot moment my why not

was my first Whynot moment my why not

was my first Whynot moment my why not moment where I was just like why not

moment where I was just like why not

moment where I was just like why not what’s the worst that could happen you

what’s the worst that could happen you

what’s the worst that could happen you know so what’s this job interview and I

know so what’s this job interview and I

know so what’s this job interview and I got to play with kids which was really

got to play with kids which was really

got to play with kids which was really really cool we played games and cuz I

really cool we played games and cuz I

really cool we played games and cuz I play in the foam pit and whatnot and I

play in the foam pit and whatnot and I

play in the foam pit and whatnot and I fell in love with it and the kids fell

fell in love with it and the kids fell

fell in love with it and the kids fell in love with me because they’ve never

in love with me because they’ve never

in love with me because they’ve never seen the Jolly

seen the Jolly

seen the Jolly tall person so it was a great fit and I

tall person so it was a great fit and I

tall person so it was a great fit and I got hired and I started teaching me out

got hired and I started teaching me out

got hired and I started teaching me out of coach six months down the line I’m

of coach six months down the line I’m

of coach six months down the line I’m now coaching preschool classes and a

now coaching preschool classes and a

now coaching preschool classes and a funny thing about preschool is if you

funny thing about preschool is if you

funny thing about preschool is if you ever get one preschooler to cry which is

ever get one preschooler to cry which is

ever get one preschooler to cry which is really easy when you’re 67 by just

really easy when you’re 67 by just

really easy when you’re 67 by just saying hi I’m coach Demetrius then all

saying hi I’m coach Demetrius then all

saying hi I’m coach Demetrius then all of them will cry it’s a chain reaction

of them will cry it’s a chain reaction

of them will cry it’s a chain reaction way and they all start bowing that was

way and they all start bowing that was

way and they all start bowing that was one of the things that to learn as a

one of the things that to learn as a

one of the things that to learn as a coach and progressively as I learned

coach and progressively as I learned

coach and progressively as I learned more I started teaching higher levels

more I started teaching higher levels

more I started teaching higher levels and I got to the point where I start

and I got to the point where I start

and I got to the point where I start teaching boys were level one two and two

teaching boys were level one two and two

teaching boys were level one two and two three and I got to the point cuz boys

three and I got to the point cuz boys

three and I got to the point cuz boys always ask why don’t you do it show me

always ask why don’t you do it show me

always ask why don’t you do it show me show me how to do and I’m like and I I

show me how to do and I’m like and I I

show me how to do and I’m like and I I don’t have the heart to lie to a child I

don’t have the heart to lie to a child I

don’t have the heart to lie to a child I can’t do it I don’t have it in me so

can’t do it I don’t have it in me so

can’t do it I don’t have it in me so every coach has a thing that they say to

every coach has a thing that they say to

every coach has a thing that they say to deflect it you know I did it when I was

deflect it you know I did it when I was

deflect it you know I did it when I was younger I had my time now it’s your time

younger I had my time now it’s your time

younger I had my time now it’s your time passing the baton on to you me I was

passing the baton on to you me I was

passing the baton on to you me I was like well I technically I hired a coach

like well I technically I hired a coach

like well I technically I hired a coach here and I really don’t know I can’t

here and I really don’t know I can’t

here and I really don’t know I can’t physically do it but I can teach you I

physically do it but I can teach you I

physically do it but I can teach you I have the knowledge in my head but I

have the knowledge in my head but I

have the knowledge in my head but I could teach you but I don’t know and I

could teach you but I don’t know and I

could teach you but I don’t know and I can help you out but the kids don’t

can help you out but the kids don’t

can help you out but the kids don’t really care about they just want you to

really care about they just want you to

really care about they just want you to see a handstand or a backflip or

see a handstand or a backflip or

see a handstand or a backflip or something

something

something so I started feel like a hypocrite and

so I started feel like a hypocrite and

so I started feel like a hypocrite and when I decided to do was teach myself I

when I decided to do was teach myself I

when I decided to do was teach myself I already knew how to teach I had access

already knew how to teach I had access

already knew how to teach I had access to a camera so what I would do is

to a camera so what I would do is

to a camera so what I would do is whatever classes I taught during the

whatever classes I taught during the

whatever classes I taught during the week at night when the gym closed my

week at night when the gym closed my

week at night when the gym closed my manager Nadine Burgess allowed me to

manager Nadine Burgess allowed me to

manager Nadine Burgess allowed me to train myself as long as that someone

train myself as long as that someone

train myself as long as that someone else to watch and supervise in case I

else to watch and supervise in case I

else to watch and supervise in case I got hurt so I started off with the basic

got hurt so I started off with the basic

got hurt so I started off with the basic progressions basic handstands forward

progressions basic handstands forward

progressions basic handstands forward rolls cartwheels and I gradually got

rolls cartwheels and I gradually got

rolls cartwheels and I gradually got better because the kids trained one day

better because the kids trained one day

better because the kids trained one day a week and I trained five days a week

a week and I trained five days a week

a week and I trained five days a week which was a big difference so I’ll be

which was a big difference so I’ll be

which was a big difference so I’ll be half a year later I’m now as good as are

half a year later I’m now as good as are

half a year later I’m now as good as are some of our team boys and this this why

some of our team boys and this this why

some of our team boys and this this why not in me started happening throughout

not in me started happening throughout

not in me started happening throughout my life so I’m manifesting throughout my

my life so I’m manifesting throughout my

my life so I’m manifesting throughout my life my older brother asked me hey you

life my older brother asked me hey you

life my older brother asked me hey you want to go back to school so the time I

want to go back to school so the time I

want to go back to school so the time I had dropped out why not you know who

had dropped out why not you know who

had dropped out why not you know who knows what could happen

knows what could happen

knows what could happen and I kept I’m saying why not and my why

and I kept I’m saying why not and my why

and I kept I’m saying why not and my why nots got a little bit more ridiculous as

nots got a little bit more ridiculous as

nots got a little bit more ridiculous as I got more confident and one day my

I got more confident and one day my

I got more confident and one day my friend Tucker Frye who worked the gym

friend Tucker Frye who worked the gym

friend Tucker Frye who worked the gym with me said hey Demetrius you wanna

with me said hey Demetrius you wanna

with me said hey Demetrius you wanna audition for so you think you dance with

audition for so you think you dance with

audition for so you think you dance with me and I said Tucker you know I can’t

me and I said Tucker you know I can’t

me and I said Tucker you know I can’t breakdance I don’t know anything about

breakdance I don’t know anything about

breakdance I don’t know anything about breakdancing

breakdancing

breakdancing I have now like basic basic gymnastics

I have now like basic basic gymnastics

I have now like basic basic gymnastics ability but I can’t do anything about

ability but I can’t do anything about

ability but I can’t do anything about story I’ll teach you okay why not so we

story I’ll teach you okay why not so we

story I’ll teach you okay why not so we had three months to Train unfortunately

had three months to Train unfortunately

had three months to Train unfortunately we didn’t train them for those three

we didn’t train them for those three

we didn’t train them for those three months kind of forgot about it but three

months kind of forgot about it but three

months kind of forgot about it but three before we start training really hard

before we start training really hard

before we start training really hard really really hard and we came out there

really really hard and we came out there

really really hard and we came out there and we tried our best but the night

and we tried our best but the night

and we tried our best but the night before I had the realization that I’m

before I had the realization that I’m

before I had the realization that I’m not as good as I thought I was and I

not as good as I thought I was and I

not as good as I thought I was and I honestly don’t know what I’m doing but

honestly don’t know what I’m doing but

honestly don’t know what I’m doing but at this point I can’t back out now I’ve

at this point I can’t back out now I’ve

at this point I can’t back out now I’ve already already gone to Seattle because

already already gone to Seattle because

already already gone to Seattle because we’re from Spokane so we drove six hours

we’re from Spokane so we drove six hours

we’re from Spokane so we drove six hours to audition for this and you saw what

to audition for this and you saw what

to audition for this and you saw what happened that was it and I was so

happened that was it and I was so

happened that was it and I was so embarrassed when it happened because

embarrassed when it happened because

embarrassed when it happened because it’s a very hard thing to try your best

it’s a very hard thing to try your best

it’s a very hard thing to try your best at something and fail and then be

at something and fail and then be

at something and fail and then be critiqued on it afterwards so we came

critiqued on it afterwards so we came

critiqued on it afterwards so we came home and we’re exhausted and we’re tired

home and we’re exhausted and we’re tired

home and we’re exhausted and we’re tired and you know and we sat down in the next

and you know and we sat down in the next

and you know and we sat down in the next day I woke up angry because there was

day I woke up angry because there was

day I woke up angry because there was one thing that was somebody at one of

one thing that was somebody at one of

one thing that was somebody at one of the judges said something to me I’m not

the judges said something to me I’m not

the judges said something to me I’m not gonna say what’s judge and it kept on

gonna say what’s judge and it kept on

gonna say what’s judge and it kept on replaying in my head and she said I

replaying in my head and she said I

replaying in my head and she said I don’t think you’ll ever be good but I

don’t think you’ll ever be good but I

don’t think you’ll ever be good but I encourage you to keep going I don’t

encourage you to keep going I don’t

encourage you to keep going I don’t think you’ll ever be good I don’t think

think you’ll ever be good I don’t think

think you’ll ever be good I don’t think he’ll ever be good I don’t think you’ll

he’ll ever be good I don’t think you’ll

he’ll ever be good I don’t think you’ll ever be good this reverb played in my

ever be good this reverb played in my

ever be good this reverb played in my head over and over again and I couldn’t

head over and over again and I couldn’t

head over and over again and I couldn’t stop I got angry I got passionately

stop I got angry I got passionately

stop I got angry I got passionately angry and I said you don’t know no the

angry and I said you don’t know no the

angry and I said you don’t know no the only person who’s decides whether I

only person who’s decides whether I

only person who’s decides whether I could be good or not is me so I started

could be good or not is me so I started

could be good or not is me so I started training Tucker and I formed a

training Tucker and I formed a

training Tucker and I formed a breakdance crew it’s technically b-boy

breakdance crew it’s technically b-boy

breakdance crew it’s technically b-boy but I’m gonna say breakdance so people

but I’m gonna say breakdance so people

but I’m gonna say breakdance so people could understand we started a b-boy crew

could understand we started a b-boy crew

could understand we started a b-boy crew called the paper cutter crew with we met

called the paper cutter crew with we met

called the paper cutter crew with we met two other people as four of us and we

two other people as four of us and we

two other people as four of us and we started training two days a week and

started training two days a week and

started training two days a week and then two days became three days a week

then two days became three days a week

then two days became three days a week and three days became five days a week

and three days became five days a week

and three days became five days a week and before you know it we’re on this

and before you know it we’re on this

and before you know it we’re on this intense training regimen and we’re

intense training regimen and we’re

intense training regimen and we’re trying to be the best and this happened

trying to be the best and this happened

trying to be the best and this happened for about three months we started

for about three months we started

for about three months we started improving and we started pushing through

improving and we started pushing through

improving and we started pushing through injuries and when you sprained your

injuries and when you sprained your

injuries and when you sprained your wrist you do your freezes on your left

wrist you do your freezes on your left

wrist you do your freezes on your left side and when your left shoulder hurt

side and when your left shoulder hurt

side and when your left shoulder hurt you start doing footwork and you just

you start doing footwork and you just

you start doing footwork and you just keep going and you never stop and then

keep going and you never stop and then

keep going and you never stop and then an interesting thing happened that video

an interesting thing happened that video

an interesting thing happened that video that I’d almost forgotten about got

that I’d almost forgotten about got

that I’d almost forgotten about got aired on TV three months later because

aired on TV three months later because

aired on TV three months later because that’s how TV works and I had a I was

that’s how TV works and I had a I was

that’s how TV works and I had a I was already at peace with it

already at peace with it

already at peace with it it kind of still angry but I’m starting

it kind of still angry but I’m starting

it kind of still angry but I’m starting to forget about it and then it aired and

to forget about it and then it aired and

to forget about it and then it aired and that second wave of embarrassment was a

that second wave of embarrassment was a

that second wave of embarrassment was a hundred times worse than the first

hundred times worse than the first

hundred times worse than the first because the first wave of embarrassment

because the first wave of embarrassment

because the first wave of embarrassment only I knew and Tucker knew and a few of

only I knew and Tucker knew and a few of

only I knew and Tucker knew and a few of my friends the second time the world

my friends the second time the world

my friends the second time the world knew and suddenly I’m walking outside

knew and suddenly I’m walking outside

knew and suddenly I’m walking outside and people are like hey you’re that tall

and people are like hey you’re that tall

and people are like hey you’re that tall guy who was like falling on TV and I’m

guy who was like falling on TV and I’m

guy who was like falling on TV and I’m I’m flattered that you’re giving me

I’m flattered that you’re giving me

I’m flattered that you’re giving me compliments but in my mind I’m thinking

compliments but in my mind I’m thinking

compliments but in my mind I’m thinking I tried my best

I tried my best

I tried my best that was my best that I did everything I

that was my best that I did everything I

that was my best that I did everything I could and I didn’t even hear about the

could and I didn’t even hear about the

could and I didn’t even hear about the video because I was working and then I

video because I was working and then I

video because I was working and then I showed up the next day to my econ class

showed up the next day to my econ class

showed up the next day to my econ class my professor screamed it on the big

my professor screamed it on the big

my professor screamed it on the big screen for all of us to watch and I

screen for all of us to watch and I

screen for all of us to watch and I looked there and I was mortified because

looked there and I was mortified because

looked there and I was mortified because I almost forgot about but then I heard

I almost forgot about but then I heard

I almost forgot about but then I heard the judges again and everything flashed

the judges again and everything flashed

the judges again and everything flashed back and I got more angry and more

back and I got more angry and more

back and I got more angry and more passionate and I trained harder even

passionate and I trained harder even

passionate and I trained harder even harder than before another six months

harder than before another six months

harder than before another six months goes by and suddenly you know now we’re

goes by and suddenly you know now we’re

goes by and suddenly you know now we’re making a name for ourselves our

making a name for ourselves our

making a name for ourselves our breakdance crew is known papercut oh

breakdance crew is known papercut oh

breakdance crew is known papercut oh crew we’re starting doing local

crew we’re starting doing local

crew we’re starting doing local community shows things like now I’m

community shows things like now I’m

community shows things like now I’m saying why not more often to other

saying why not more often to other

saying why not more often to other things I start going back to theater in

things I start going back to theater in

things I start going back to theater in school again I’m doing all these things

school again I’m doing all these things

school again I’m doing all these things and an interesting thing happened

and an interesting thing happened

and an interesting thing happened halfway through one day during practice

halfway through one day during practice

halfway through one day during practice we’re all practicing laughing I’m

we’re all practicing laughing I’m

we’re all practicing laughing I’m sitting down taking a break and it

sitting down taking a break and it

sitting down taking a break and it looked around and saw everyone smiling

looked around and saw everyone smiling

looked around and saw everyone smiling and these now these people who were

and these now these people who were

and these now these people who were strangers a year ago are now my really

strangers a year ago are now my really

strangers a year ago are now my really really close friends and I’m like I’m

really close friends and I’m like I’m

really close friends and I’m like I’m having fun I’m enjoying this this is

having fun I’m enjoying this this is

having fun I’m enjoying this this is something that I like doing and at that

something that I like doing and at that

something that I like doing and at that moment I realized that my anger had

moment I realized that my anger had

moment I realized that my anger had faded as it does with time and I wasn’t

faded as it does with time and I wasn’t

faded as it does with time and I wasn’t angry anymore and I wasn’t as passionate

angry anymore and I wasn’t as passionate

angry anymore and I wasn’t as passionate anymore but something filled out and it

anymore but something filled out and it

anymore but something filled out and it was having fun doing something that I

was having fun doing something that I

was having fun doing something that I wanted to do not caring that I was the

wanted to do not caring that I was the

wanted to do not caring that I was the tall goofy white guy trying to

tall goofy white guy trying to

tall goofy white guy trying to breakdance that didn’t matter

breakdance that didn’t matter

breakdance that didn’t matter and this progressed this why not

and this progressed this why not

and this progressed this why not progressed on and on to make other

progressed on and on to make other

progressed on and on to make other bigger choices so my main point of two

bigger choices so my main point of two

bigger choices so my main point of two points of this the main point one is to

points of this the main point one is to

points of this the main point one is to try to say why not more often to weird

try to say why not more often to weird

try to say why not more often to weird live situations because who knows what’s

live situations because who knows what’s

live situations because who knows what’s gonna happen

gonna happen

gonna happen worst case scenario you’ll have a really

worst case scenario you’ll have a really

worst case scenario you’ll have a really cool story to tell my second point is do

cool story to tell my second point is do

cool story to tell my second point is do not audition for so you think you could

not audition for so you think you could

not audition for so you think you could dance especially if you cannot dance

dance especially if you cannot dance

dance especially if you cannot dance know that that’s not my actual point my

know that that’s not my actual point my

know that that’s not my actual point my actual point is that listen to your

actual point is that listen to your

actual point is that listen to your inner voice inside your head your inner

inner voice inside your head your inner

inner voice inside your head your inner voice inside your heart versus the

voice inside your heart versus the

voice inside your heart versus the voices of others because people always

voices of others because people always

voices of others because people always talk people will always talk whether

talk people will always talk whether

talk people will always talk whether you’re good

you’re good

you’re good whether you’re bad people will always

whether you’re bad people will always

whether you’re bad people will always talk and let them talk because they’ll

talk and let them talk because they’ll

talk and let them talk because they’ll always tell you what they’re afraid to

always tell you what they’re afraid to

always tell you what they’re afraid to do they’re always tape tell you what

do they’re always tape tell you what

do they’re always tape tell you what they’re afraid that you’re gonna do

they’re afraid that you’re gonna do

they’re afraid that you’re gonna do you’re gonna get hurt no you’re way too

you’re gonna get hurt no you’re way too

you’re gonna get hurt no you’re way too big to do that you can’t move to Los

big to do that you can’t move to Los

big to do that you can’t move to Los Angeles but when you stop listening to

Angeles but when you stop listening to

Angeles but when you stop listening to them and start listening to yourself

them and start listening to yourself

them and start listening to yourself you could wear a red sweatpants to TED

you could wear a red sweatpants to TED

you could wear a red sweatpants to TED talk I know so with that I’m thank you

talk I know so with that I’m thank you

talk I know so with that I’m thank you for your time

for your time

for your time my name is Demetrius mr. Epstein have a

my name is Demetrius mr. Epstein have a

my name is Demetrius mr. Epstein have a great day

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