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success – choice or chance? | Dr. Gillian Mara | TEDxLeamingtonSpa


I’m 24 years old and it’s 11 23 in the

I’m 24 years old and it’s 11 23 in the morning and I’m sitting on the start

morning and I’m sitting on the start

morning and I’m sitting on the start line and my first World Championships

line and my first World Championships

line and my first World Championships I’ve been planning this day and

I’ve been planning this day and

I’ve been planning this day and preparing for it for years and Here I am

preparing for it for years and Here I am

preparing for it for years and Here I am oh I’m cackling my pants I’m literally

oh I’m cackling my pants I’m literally

oh I’m cackling my pants I’m literally sitting there I mean my boat and I’ve

sitting there I mean my boat and I’ve

sitting there I mean my boat and I’ve got the white water around me it’s going

got the white water around me it’s going

got the white water around me it’s going shhh and there’s my competitor in front

shhh and there’s my competitor in front

shhh and there’s my competitor in front of me and there’s his clock just to the

of me and there’s his clock just to the

of me and there’s his clock just to the side I’m in this gorgeous place in the

side I’m in this gorgeous place in the

side I’m in this gorgeous place in the mountains so I’ve got the mountains over

mountains so I’ve got the mountains over

mountains so I’ve got the mountains over to my left and this valley over to my

to my left and this valley over to my

to my left and this valley over to my right I’m all i hear is this put this

right I’m all i hear is this put this

right I’m all i hear is this put this noise beeb beeb beeb beeb beeb and

noise beeb beeb beeb beeb beeb and

noise beeb beeb beeb beeb beeb and suddenly the person in front of me has

suddenly the person in front of me has

suddenly the person in front of me has gone and they look like a Duracell bunny

gone and they look like a Duracell bunny

gone and they look like a Duracell bunny as they fly off into the distance and I

as they fly off into the distance and I

as they fly off into the distance and I start thinking what on earth do I do now

start thinking what on earth do I do now

start thinking what on earth do I do now I’m looking over to the left I’m looking

I’m looking over to the left I’m looking

I’m looking over to the left I’m looking over to the right thinking what do I do

over to the right thinking what do I do

over to the right thinking what do I do I’m holding my paddle like this and it’s

I’m holding my paddle like this and it’s

I’m holding my paddle like this and it’s tapping onto the boat because I’m so

tapping onto the boat because I’m so

tapping onto the boat because I’m so scared and I can hear my heart going

scared and I can hear my heart going

scared and I can hear my heart going thud thud thud thud and so I’ve now got

thud thud thud thud and so I’ve now got

thud thud thud thud and so I’ve now got in my head is going Shh tap tap tap tap

in my head is going Shh tap tap tap tap

in my head is going Shh tap tap tap tap tap tap I look over and I see my coach

tap tap I look over and I see my coach

tap tap I look over and I see my coach and I look for him some for inspiration

and I look for him some for inspiration

and I look for him some for inspiration and he looks white as a sheet and all I

and he looks white as a sheet and all I

and he looks white as a sheet and all I can sort of sit there and think to

can sort of sit there and think to

can sort of sit there and think to myself is go crap crap crap crap crap

myself is go crap crap crap crap crap

myself is go crap crap crap crap crap crap crap at that point if someone had

crap crap at that point if someone had

crap crap at that point if someone had asked me my name I would have gone name

asked me my name I would have gone name

asked me my name I would have gone name name what do I do and then all of a

name what do I do and then all of a

name what do I do and then all of a sudden 30 seconds has gone is like what

sudden 30 seconds has gone is like what

sudden 30 seconds has gone is like what do I do now and then suddenly I’m stop

do I do now and then suddenly I’m stop

do I do now and then suddenly I’m stop watching this clock and it’s like on

watching this clock and it’s like on

watching this clock and it’s like on countdown you can just see this red

countdown you can just see this red

countdown you can just see this red secondhand just fooling around and I’m

secondhand just fooling around and I’m

secondhand just fooling around and I’m staring at it and then staring over to

staring at it and then staring over to

staring at it and then staring over to my left and going what do I do and at 15

my left and going what do I do and at 15

my left and going what do I do and at 15 seconds just to raise the atmosphere

seconds just to raise the atmosphere

seconds just to raise the atmosphere just that little bit more it goes big

just that little bit more it goes big

just that little bit more it goes big and I go

and I go

and I go at 10 seconds you get another beep and

at 10 seconds you get another beep and

at 10 seconds you get another beep and it was at that point my shoulder just

it was at that point my shoulder just

it was at that point my shoulder just went oh and I smiled and I remembered

went oh and I smiled and I remembered

went oh and I smiled and I remembered what my friend had said to me before I

what my friend had said to me before I

what my friend had said to me before I left the UK and she said Jilly on that

left the UK and she said Jilly on that

left the UK and she said Jilly on that start line I know you’re going to be

start line I know you’re going to be

start line I know you’re going to be really nervous but remember you’ve done

really nervous but remember you’ve done

really nervous but remember you’ve done all of your preparation you know you’re

all of your preparation you know you’re

all of your preparation you know you’re ready physically you’re ready mentally

ready physically you’re ready mentally

ready physically you’re ready mentally you know this river like the back of

you know this river like the back of

you know this river like the back of your hand you know every single stroke

your hand you know every single stroke

your hand you know every single stroke just take a second and smile and on that

just take a second and smile and on that

just take a second and smile and on that 10 seconds that’s exactly what I did and

10 seconds that’s exactly what I did and

10 seconds that’s exactly what I did and it’s like time slowed down and on the

it’s like time slowed down and on the

it’s like time slowed down and on the five seconds I got these five beeps and

five seconds I got these five beeps and

five seconds I got these five beeps and it was like I’m sitting there my hand is

it was like I’m sitting there my hand is

it was like I’m sitting there my hand is on my paddle my feet on the footrest and

on my paddle my feet on the footrest and

on my paddle my feet on the footrest and every single beat done going beep beep

every single beat done going beep beep

every single beat done going beep beep beep babe and off I go like a rocket and

beep babe and off I go like a rocket and

beep babe and off I go like a rocket and it was one of my best races ever and I

it was one of my best races ever and I

it was one of my best races ever and I came 15th but how do I get how did I get

came 15th but how do I get how did I get

came 15th but how do I get how did I get to that point I’m 20 years old and it’s

to that point I’m 20 years old and it’s

to that point I’m 20 years old and it’s 750 nine in the evening I’ve got these

750 nine in the evening I’ve got these

750 nine in the evening I’ve got these gorgeous mountains over to my left and

gorgeous mountains over to my left and

gorgeous mountains over to my left and this valley over to my right we’d been

this valley over to my right we’d been

this valley over to my right we’d been out walking for the day and the plan was

out walking for the day and the plan was

out walking for the day and the plan was to go and see the sunset but it hadn’t

to go and see the sunset but it hadn’t

to go and see the sunset but it hadn’t quite worked out we’ve got ourselves

quite worked out we’ve got ourselves

quite worked out we’ve got ourselves into trouble we’ve lost our way and if

into trouble we’ve lost our way and if

into trouble we’ve lost our way and if we’d had taken every single choice in a

we’d had taken every single choice in a

we’d had taken every single choice in a different format I wouldn’t have found

different format I wouldn’t have found

different format I wouldn’t have found myself in the situation I now was are

myself in the situation I now was are

myself in the situation I now was are now lying on the side of the mountain my

now lying on the side of the mountain my

now lying on the side of the mountain my heart’s going thud-thud-thud-thud-thud

heart’s going thud-thud-thud-thud-thud

heart’s going thud-thud-thud-thud-thud my eyes are wide open but I can’t see a

my eyes are wide open but I can’t see a

my eyes are wide open but I can’t see a thing I’ve just fallen 200 feet 60 feet

thing I’ve just fallen 200 feet 60 feet

thing I’ve just fallen 200 feet 60 feet straight down on 140 of tumbling a

straight down on 140 of tumbling a

straight down on 140 of tumbling a bouncing I bounced seven times I know

bouncing I bounced seven times I know

bouncing I bounced seven times I know that because I remember every single

that because I remember every single

that because I remember every single bounce on the 4th bounced it was like I

bounce on the 4th bounced it was like I

bounce on the 4th bounced it was like I was on a roller coaster and I flew up in

was on a roller coaster and I flew up in

was on a roller coaster and I flew up in the air and the only thing that went

the air and the only thing that went

the air and the only thing that went through my brain was

through my brain was

through my brain was and I hit the ground and as I went up

and I hit the ground and as I went up

and I hit the ground and as I went up into the air for the fifth time I was

into the air for the fifth time I was

into the air for the fifth time I was like this is not normal I need to stop

like this is not normal I need to stop

like this is not normal I need to stop this and I remember flicking out my arms

this and I remember flicking out my arms

this and I remember flicking out my arms to try and slow myself down and as I hit

to try and slow myself down and as I hit

to try and slow myself down and as I hit for that sixth time after all I wasn’t

for that sixth time after all I wasn’t

for that sixth time after all I wasn’t quick that time I went up and I so I

quick that time I went up and I so I

quick that time I went up and I so I chucked my arms out and ichat my legs

chucked my arms out and ichat my legs

chucked my arms out and ichat my legs out and I hate for the seventh time and

out and I hate for the seventh time and

out and I hate for the seventh time and then I finally had stopped it’s in the

then I finally had stopped it’s in the

then I finally had stopped it’s in the evening I got to watch the sunset but I

evening I got to watch the sunset but I

evening I got to watch the sunset but I was in a lot of pain and my friend

was in a lot of pain and my friend

was in a lot of pain and my friend finally managed to sort find where i was

finally managed to sort find where i was

finally managed to sort find where i was i remember his face I will never ever

i remember his face I will never ever

i remember his face I will never ever forget his face he looked gray he’d look

forget his face he looked gray he’d look

forget his face he looked gray he’d look so scared and I remember trying to

so scared and I remember trying to

so scared and I remember trying to convince him that it was I was going to

convince him that it was I was going to

convince him that it was I was going to be okay he needed to go down the

be okay he needed to go down the

be okay he needed to go down the mountain and get help and to leave me

mountain and get help and to leave me

mountain and get help and to leave me there I spent the longest night of my

there I spent the longest night of my

there I spent the longest night of my life I was cold it started to rain I was

life I was cold it started to rain I was

life I was cold it started to rain I was in America I was in a place called

in America I was in a place called

in America I was in a place called Albuquerque in New Mexico a place where

Albuquerque in New Mexico a place where

Albuquerque in New Mexico a place where it rains maybe four or five days every

it rains maybe four or five days every

it rains maybe four or five days every year that night it rained luck was not

year that night it rained luck was not

year that night it rained luck was not necessarily on my side and as I lie

necessarily on my side and as I lie

necessarily on my side and as I lie there I was like what do I do I had to

there I was like what do I do I had to

there I was like what do I do I had to try and think how do I keep myself going

try and think how do I keep myself going

try and think how do I keep myself going I went in and out of consciousness all

I went in and out of consciousness all

I went in and out of consciousness all night trying to control the pain by

night trying to control the pain by

night trying to control the pain by through breathing and eventually I got

through breathing and eventually I got

through breathing and eventually I got picked up i had a copter in the morning

picked up i had a copter in the morning

picked up i had a copter in the morning but I’d hit him one thing I didn’t tell

but I’d hit him one thing I didn’t tell

but I’d hit him one thing I didn’t tell my friend what I felt as if for

my friend what I felt as if for

my friend what I felt as if for something was wrong and before he left

something was wrong and before he left

something was wrong and before he left I’d kind of checked my body out and I

I’d kind of checked my body out and I

I’d kind of checked my body out and I knew I felt like I had broken something

knew I felt like I had broken something

knew I felt like I had broken something in this one in this region here because

in this one in this region here because

in this one in this region here because it felt like a bone was kind of sticking

it felt like a bone was kind of sticking

it felt like a bone was kind of sticking out but I hadn’t told him that I knew

out but I hadn’t told him that I knew

out but I hadn’t told him that I knew there was something wrong with my neck

there was something wrong with my neck

there was something wrong with my neck and I kept hiding this and I got all

and I kept hiding this and I got all

and I kept hiding this and I got all that all the way to the point of being

that all the way to the point of being

that all the way to the point of being in hospital and I said look there’s

in hospital and I said look there’s

in hospital and I said look there’s something wrong with my neck because I’m

something wrong with my neck because I’m

something wrong with my neck because I’m in America it sound like an episode of

in America it sound like an episode of

in America it sound like an episode of kind of ER and I remember being there

kind of ER and I remember being there

kind of ER and I remember being there going oh my god this is happening to me

going oh my god this is happening to me

going oh my god this is happening to me I found out I’d broken my pelvis in four

I found out I’d broken my pelvis in four

I found out I’d broken my pelvis in four places

places

places I’d fractured my skull and had an open

I’d fractured my skull and had an open

I’d fractured my skull and had an open wound to my head here I had an open

wound to my head here I had an open

wound to my head here I had an open wound to the bone on my left shin and I

wound to the bone on my left shin and I

wound to the bone on my left shin and I had broken my neck I hadn’t just broken

had broken my neck I hadn’t just broken

had broken my neck I hadn’t just broken my neck I had fractured c4 and I

my neck I had fractured c4 and I

my neck I had fractured c4 and I desiccated c5 and c6 I’d actually

desiccated c5 and c6 I’d actually

desiccated c5 and c6 I’d actually obtained the same injury as a famous

obtained the same injury as a famous

obtained the same injury as a famous actor Christopher Reeve who played the

actor Christopher Reeve who played the

actor Christopher Reeve who played the original Superman the difference being

original Superman the difference being

original Superman the difference being his spinal cord severed my narrowed to a

his spinal cord severed my narrowed to a

his spinal cord severed my narrowed to a fraction there i was now laying in

fraction there i was now laying in

fraction there i was now laying in hospital I was 20 years old I had my

hospital I was 20 years old I had my

hospital I was 20 years old I had my whole life ahead of me I was so excited

whole life ahead of me I was so excited

whole life ahead of me I was so excited I I was you know very athletic very

I I was you know very athletic very

I I was you know very athletic very driven very independent and now here was

driven very independent and now here was

driven very independent and now here was I can’t move staring up at a really

I can’t move staring up at a really

I can’t move staring up at a really boring ceiling I’d had this major

boring ceiling I’d had this major

boring ceiling I’d had this major operation and I was told just be happy

operation and I was told just be happy

operation and I was told just be happy to walk again I didn’t want that I

to walk again I didn’t want that I

to walk again I didn’t want that I wanted my life back I was between my

wanted my life back I was between my

wanted my life back I was between my second year and final year of University

second year and final year of University

second year and final year of University I didn’t want to walk I wanted to run I

I didn’t want to walk I wanted to run I

I didn’t want to walk I wanted to run I wanted to do all the all my fun things I

wanted to do all the all my fun things I

wanted to do all the all my fun things I wanted to be back in a boat again I

wanted to be back in a boat again I

wanted to be back in a boat again I didn’t think it was possible and I

didn’t think it was possible and I

didn’t think it was possible and I remember this one afternoon this person

remember this one afternoon this person

remember this one afternoon this person came into my hospital room I remember

came into my hospital room I remember

came into my hospital room I remember her voice I never I don’t know what she

her voice I never I don’t know what she

her voice I never I don’t know what she looked like and she came in say do you

looked like and she came in say do you

looked like and she came in say do you know what and I’m in a really ratty mood

know what and I’m in a really ratty mood

know what and I’m in a really ratty mood at this point and i can imagine a sort

at this point and i can imagine a sort

at this point and i can imagine a sort of coming in and putting her hands on

of coming in and putting her hands on

of coming in and putting her hands on her hips like this oh gee know what and

her hips like this oh gee know what and

her hips like this oh gee know what and I reply with what you have to want to

I reply with what you have to want to

I reply with what you have to want to get better and at that point in the mood

get better and at that point in the mood

get better and at that point in the mood I was in I did what most teenagers do I

I was in I did what most teenagers do I

I was in I did what most teenagers do I shouted back at her you have no idea

shouted back at her you have no idea

shouted back at her you have no idea what I’ve been going through what’s

what I’ve been going through what’s

what I’ve been going through what’s happened to me leave me alone and she

happened to me leave me alone and she

happened to me leave me alone and she did the best thing possible she said

did the best thing possible she said

did the best thing possible she said nothing and all I heard was these

nothing and all I heard was these

nothing and all I heard was these footsteps and a slam of the door and

footsteps and a slam of the door and

footsteps and a slam of the door and more footsteps and I was left there to

more footsteps and I was left there to

more footsteps and I was left there to stew what is it that wanted I couldn’t

stew what is it that wanted I couldn’t

stew what is it that wanted I couldn’t answer that question I knew what I

answer that question I knew what I

answer that question I knew what I didn’t want I didn’t want to just walk I

didn’t want I didn’t want to just walk I

didn’t want I didn’t want to just walk I wanted to run because to run you have to

wanted to run because to run you have to

wanted to run because to run you have to walk to walk you have to be able to

walk to walk you have to be able to

walk to walk you have to be able to stand

stand

stand stand you have to be able to sit up and

stand you have to be able to sit up and

stand you have to be able to sit up and to sit up you have to be able to get out

to sit up you have to be able to get out

to sit up you have to be able to get out of bed suddenly walking was just a mere

of bed suddenly walking was just a mere

of bed suddenly walking was just a mere stepping stone they told me I’d be in

stepping stone they told me I’d be in

stepping stone they told me I’d be in hospital for about 12 months I couldn’t

hospital for about 12 months I couldn’t

hospital for about 12 months I couldn’t think of anything worse it was like all

think of anything worse it was like all

think of anything worse it was like all these sort of barriers were put in place

these sort of barriers were put in place

these sort of barriers were put in place but I now had a goal I wanted to run and

but I now had a goal I wanted to run and

but I now had a goal I wanted to run and I like to prove people wrong and I’m

I like to prove people wrong and I’m

I like to prove people wrong and I’m stubborn really stubborn i’m also very

stubborn really stubborn i’m also very

stubborn really stubborn i’m also very competitive with myself 12 months i had

competitive with myself 12 months i had

competitive with myself 12 months i had to be back at university within five

to be back at university within five

to be back at university within five weeks 12 months was not an option so i

weeks 12 months was not an option so i

weeks 12 months was not an option so i took my first step and as I did that the

took my first step and as I did that the

took my first step and as I did that the doctor said huh you can actually well

doctor said huh you can actually well

doctor said huh you can actually well maybe you only be in hospital for six

maybe you only be in hospital for six

maybe you only be in hospital for six months I was like yes I’ve taken off six

months I was like yes I’ve taken off six

months I was like yes I’ve taken off six months and before I knew it I was out of

months and before I knew it I was out of

months and before I knew it I was out of hospital within two and a half weeks I

hospital within two and a half weeks I

hospital within two and a half weeks I was back at my university registering

was back at my university registering

was back at my university registering five weeks later I knew what I wanted it

five weeks later I knew what I wanted it

five weeks later I knew what I wanted it did take me two years to learn how to

did take me two years to learn how to

did take me two years to learn how to run and after that I thought well what’s

run and after that I thought well what’s

run and after that I thought well what’s next it was quite obvious to me I wanted

next it was quite obvious to me I wanted

next it was quite obvious to me I wanted to represent my country it was a

to represent my country it was a

to represent my country it was a childhood dream I’d had and I’ve tried

childhood dream I’d had and I’ve tried

childhood dream I’d had and I’ve tried all sorts of things to try and do this

all sorts of things to try and do this

all sorts of things to try and do this in the past but I wanted to represent my

in the past but I wanted to represent my

in the past but I wanted to represent my country and where my gb colors three

country and where my gb colors three

country and where my gb colors three years after falling I was 23 years old i

years after falling I was 23 years old i

years after falling I was 23 years old i sat on my first start line and as I SAT

sat on my first start line and as I SAT

sat on my first start line and as I SAT there I was so nervous that it overcame

there I was so nervous that it overcame

there I was so nervous that it overcame me and I never completed my first race I

me and I never completed my first race I

me and I never completed my first race I fell in I swam across the finish line

fell in I swam across the finish line

fell in I swam across the finish line and I had dnf did not finish I was

and I had dnf did not finish I was

and I had dnf did not finish I was absolutely overwhelmed so that following

absolutely overwhelmed so that following

absolutely overwhelmed so that following year when I was 24 when I sat on that

year when I was 24 when I sat on that

year when I was 24 when I sat on that start line I had to find a way I had to

start line I had to find a way I had to

start line I had to find a way I had to find a strategy to do with my nerves

find a strategy to do with my nerves

find a strategy to do with my nerves that’s why i was so pleased

that’s why i was so pleased

that’s why i was so pleased but one side actually did that I thought

but one side actually did that I thought

but one side actually did that I thought what do I want next I was 15th in the

what do I want next I was 15th in the

what do I want next I was 15th in the world I wanted to be the best that I

world I wanted to be the best that I

world I wanted to be the best that I could be I wanted to be the best in the

could be I wanted to be the best in the

could be I wanted to be the best in the world my dreams and goals changed every

world my dreams and goals changed every

world my dreams and goals changed every single time and I got to that point

single time and I got to that point

single time and I got to that point where I thought why not it took me nine

where I thought why not it took me nine

where I thought why not it took me nine years from when I fell off a mountain to

years from when I fell off a mountain to

years from when I fell off a mountain to actually stand on the podium and I got a

actually stand on the podium and I got a

actually stand on the podium and I got a bronze medal at the World Championships

bronze medal at the World Championships

bronze medal at the World Championships I held this meadow and thought wow and I

I held this meadow and thought wow and I

I held this meadow and thought wow and I had a tear just run down my face and the

had a tear just run down my face and the

had a tear just run down my face and the reason for that was all the people that

reason for that was all the people that

reason for that was all the people that helped me get there I’ve when on this

helped me get there I’ve when on this

helped me get there I’ve when on this massive roller coaster I’d been injured

massive roller coaster I’d been injured

massive roller coaster I’d been injured when you fall off a mountain and break

when you fall off a mountain and break

when you fall off a mountain and break your neck it doesn’t leave you necessary

your neck it doesn’t leave you necessary

your neck it doesn’t leave you necessary in the best way and you have to overcome

in the best way and you have to overcome

in the best way and you have to overcome things that people just don’t even

things that people just don’t even

things that people just don’t even realize you have to find different ways

realize you have to find different ways

realize you have to find different ways of doing things and that’s exactly what

of doing things and that’s exactly what

of doing things and that’s exactly what I did but once you become the best in

I did but once you become the best in

I did but once you become the best in the world and a European multiple

the world and a European multiple

the world and a European multiple European champion what do you do what

European champion what do you do what

European champion what do you do what becomes next in December 2015 a little

becomes next in December 2015 a little

becomes next in December 2015 a little carrot was dangled at me Jilly what are

carrot was dangled at me Jilly what are

carrot was dangled at me Jilly what are you doing next summer and I said I’m

you doing next summer and I said I’m

you doing next summer and I said I’m going to do this altered endurance race

going to do this altered endurance race

going to do this altered endurance race and try and break the record oh why do

and try and break the record oh why do

and try and break the record oh why do you fancy joining a team to cross the

you fancy joining a team to cross the

you fancy joining a team to cross the Atlantic and be a part of a

Atlantic and be a part of a

Atlantic and be a part of a record-breaking all-women’s crew and try

record-breaking all-women’s crew and try

record-breaking all-women’s crew and try and break the speed record I was like

and break the speed record I was like

and break the speed record I was like that sounds like fun so in january i

that sounds like fun so in january i

that sounds like fun so in january i went to the selection I’ve never rode

went to the selection I’ve never rode

went to the selection I’ve never rode before I’m a canoeist I face forwards

before I’m a canoeist I face forwards

before I’m a canoeist I face forwards but I went to the selection and somehow

but I went to the selection and somehow

but I went to the selection and somehow got selected and I remember going into

got selected and I remember going into

got selected and I remember going into work on that Monday morning going oh my

work on that Monday morning going oh my

work on that Monday morning going oh my god and then went oh my god I get really

god and then went oh my god I get really

god and then went oh my god I get really seasick

I’m ty actually hate the sea I hate the

I’m ty actually hate the sea I hate the taste of it and I’m really scared I have

taste of it and I’m really scared I have

taste of it and I’m really scared I have a fear of jellyfish what am I thinking

a fear of jellyfish what am I thinking

a fear of jellyfish what am I thinking but no no it’s gonna be fine i said to

but no no it’s gonna be fine i said to

but no no it’s gonna be fine i said to myself because I want to change myself

myself because I want to change myself

myself because I want to change myself both physically and mentally in the best

both physically and mentally in the best

both physically and mentally in the best way I can I want to do something that

way I can I want to do something that

way I can I want to do something that not many people get the chance to do so

not many people get the chance to do so

not many people get the chance to do so why not and on the seventh of june

why not and on the seventh of june

why not and on the seventh of june twenty sixteen i left the statue of

twenty sixteen i left the statue of

twenty sixteen i left the statue of liberty at midnight at midday with four

liberty at midnight at midday with four

liberty at midnight at midday with four other women and set to row home and

other women and set to row home and

other women and set to row home and finishing and Falmouth and I remember it

finishing and Falmouth and I remember it

finishing and Falmouth and I remember it got two the 40th day and I thought I

got two the 40th day and I thought I

got two the 40th day and I thought I just can’t do this I had sores on my

just can’t do this I had sores on my

just can’t do this I had sores on my bottom and friction burns I couldn’t

bottom and friction burns I couldn’t

bottom and friction burns I couldn’t even sit down for more than five minutes

even sit down for more than five minutes

even sit down for more than five minutes I had blisters on my hands that were

I had blisters on my hands that were

I had blisters on my hands that were just so infected and I was miserable I

just so infected and I was miserable I

just so infected and I was miserable I was so tired we did two hours on two

was so tired we did two hours on two

was so tired we did two hours on two hours off the yours every single day 24

hours off the yours every single day 24

hours off the yours every single day 24 hours a day how do I you know had what

hours a day how do I you know had what

hours a day how do I you know had what do i do and i remembered one thing that

do i do and i remembered one thing that

do i do and i remembered one thing that I give set myself I couldn’t control

I give set myself I couldn’t control

I give set myself I couldn’t control other people I can’t control the weather

other people I can’t control the weather

other people I can’t control the weather the only thing I could control was me

the only thing I could control was me

the only thing I could control was me and the combination of all my years as

and the combination of all my years as

and the combination of all my years as being an athlete I remember I said

being an athlete I remember I said

being an athlete I remember I said before I stepped on a vote that every

before I stepped on a vote that every

before I stepped on a vote that every time I came into the oars I would smile

time I came into the oars I would smile

time I came into the oars I would smile and I would enjoy and appreciate and

and I would enjoy and appreciate and

and I would enjoy and appreciate and enjoy that journey of doing it and on

enjoy that journey of doing it and on

enjoy that journey of doing it and on that 40th day when it felt like I just

that 40th day when it felt like I just

that 40th day when it felt like I just couldn’t do it anymore I smiled and

couldn’t do it anymore I smiled and

couldn’t do it anymore I smiled and thought I can do this I’ve done the

thought I can do this I’ve done the

thought I can do this I’ve done the preparation I’m mentally prepared we’re

preparation I’m mentally prepared we’re

preparation I’m mentally prepared we’re almost home we’ve got about a thousand

almost home we’ve got about a thousand

almost home we’ve got about a thousand nautical miles to do and we’re there on

nautical miles to do and we’re there on

nautical miles to do and we’re there on the 49th day we came in to Falmouth and

the 49th day we came in to Falmouth and

the 49th day we came in to Falmouth and it was one of the most proudest moments

it was one of the most proudest moments

it was one of the most proudest moments of my life we managed to break five

of my life we managed to break five

of my life we managed to break five World Records and actually make for

World Records and actually make for

World Records and actually make for world firsts and it was amazing feeling

world firsts and it was amazing feeling

world firsts and it was amazing feeling but I ask you one question he success

but I ask you one question he success

but I ask you one question he success through choice or chance for me it’s

through choice or chance for me it’s

through choice or chance for me it’s through choice and I ask myself

through choice and I ask myself

through choice and I ask myself constantly why not what

constantly why not what

constantly why not what to stop me from doing something and I

to stop me from doing something and I

to stop me from doing something and I ask all you guys what one thing have you

ask all you guys what one thing have you

ask all you guys what one thing have you chosen not to do and ask yourself the

chosen not to do and ask yourself the

chosen not to do and ask yourself the question why not what is stopping you

question why not what is stopping you

question why not what is stopping you success comes through choice and that’s

success comes through choice and that’s

success comes through choice and that’s what I live and breathe if I can do it

what I live and breathe if I can do it

what I live and breathe if I can do it so can you thank

so can you thank

so can you thank [Applause]

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