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Create a universe out of a single line | Simon James | TEDxTUM


Oh 15 years ago I moved to Munich for

Oh 15 years ago I moved to Munich for the second time from the UK and when I

the second time from the UK and when I

the second time from the UK and when I got here I decided that I was going to

got here I decided that I was going to

got here I decided that I was going to start a new way of painting I had no

start a new way of painting I had no

start a new way of painting I had no idea what this new way was going to be

idea what this new way was going to be

idea what this new way was going to be but I discovered a new material called

but I discovered a new material called

but I discovered a new material called gesso a little time before that now I

gesso a little time before that now I

gesso a little time before that now I suspect not many people here have ever

suspect not many people here have ever

suspect not many people here have ever heard of gesso gesso has been used by

heard of gesso gesso has been used by

heard of gesso gesso has been used by artists for centuries but its main use

artists for centuries but its main use

artists for centuries but its main use has been to prime the canvases the

has been to prime the canvases the

has been to prime the canvases the support before that on wooden boards

support before that on wooden boards

support before that on wooden boards panels gesso has always been used it’s a

panels gesso has always been used it’s a

panels gesso has always been used it’s a mixture of glue and chalk there’s lots

mixture of glue and chalk there’s lots

mixture of glue and chalk there’s lots of different types of chalk the chalk

of different types of chalk the chalk

of different types of chalk the chalk acts as the filler and the glue is the

acts as the filler and the glue is the

acts as the filler and the glue is the binder and that has been painted onto

binder and that has been painted onto

binder and that has been painted onto the supports subsequent over painting

the supports subsequent over painting

the supports subsequent over painting them with tempera oil paint and whatever

them with tempera oil paint and whatever

them with tempera oil paint and whatever other paints anybody wanted to use so

other paints anybody wanted to use so

other paints anybody wanted to use so the reason nobody’s ever heard about

the reason nobody’s ever heard about

the reason nobody’s ever heard about gesso is because it’s much more

gesso is because it’s much more

gesso is because it’s much more associated with the support rather than

associated with the support rather than

associated with the support rather than the painting if you go into any gallery

the painting if you go into any gallery

the painting if you go into any gallery in the world and look at paintings that

in the world and look at paintings that

in the world and look at paintings that have been made in the last 500 years

have been made in the last 500 years

have been made in the last 500 years there’s a very good chance that most of

there’s a very good chance that most of

there’s a very good chance that most of them have been grounded first with gesso

them have been grounded first with gesso

them have been grounded first with gesso so I got a studio in Munich and I wanted

so I got a studio in Munich and I wanted

so I got a studio in Munich and I wanted to start some painting so I thought the

to start some painting so I thought the

to start some painting so I thought the best thing to do was to spend some time

best thing to do was to spend some time

best thing to do was to spend some time preparing this ground in a really

preparing this ground in a really

preparing this ground in a really traditional way because it’s quite a

traditional way because it’s quite a

traditional way because it’s quite a complicated process you have to cook the

complicated process you have to cook the

complicated process you have to cook the paint in a double boiler stir it it’s

paint in a double boiler stir it it’s

paint in a double boiler stir it it’s when it’s wet when it’s

when it’s wet when it’s

when it’s wet when it’s ready to be applied it’s like thick hot

ready to be applied it’s like thick hot

ready to be applied it’s like thick hot cream and that dries quite quickly so it

cream and that dries quite quickly so it

cream and that dries quite quickly so it has to be applied quite quickly so I

has to be applied quite quickly so I

has to be applied quite quickly so I wanted to prepare this ground so I

wanted to prepare this ground so I

wanted to prepare this ground so I painted the frame and the great thing

painted the frame and the great thing

painted the frame and the great thing about this material gesso is that it can

about this material gesso is that it can

about this material gesso is that it can be sanded because it’s a chalk ground

be sanded because it’s a chalk ground

be sanded because it’s a chalk ground that sets very solid becomes very very

that sets very solid becomes very very

that sets very solid becomes very very hard and you can prepare it in any way

hard and you can prepare it in any way

hard and you can prepare it in any way want it can be sanded down that it’s

want it can be sanded down that it’s

want it can be sanded down that it’s completely flat or you can give it more

completely flat or you can give it more

completely flat or you can give it more structure it’s been used in furniture

structure it’s been used in furniture

structure it’s been used in furniture painting it’s been used by people who do

painting it’s been used by people who do

painting it’s been used by people who do gold leaf ornate golden frames so you

gold leaf ornate golden frames so you

gold leaf ornate golden frames so you see your surrounding these fantastic

see your surrounding these fantastic

see your surrounding these fantastic pictures in the galleries are all the

pictures in the galleries are all the

pictures in the galleries are all the gold leaf is mostly on a gesso ground so

gold leaf is mostly on a gesso ground so

gold leaf is mostly on a gesso ground so I started painting the first picture

I started painting the first picture

I started painting the first picture preparing this this ground and I thought

preparing this this ground and I thought

preparing this this ground and I thought at some points during the painting

at some points during the painting

at some points during the painting process that it will occur to me what I

process that it will occur to me what I

process that it will occur to me what I want to do afterwards I had no idea so

want to do afterwards I had no idea so

want to do afterwards I had no idea so and this is the first painting I did

and this is the first painting I did

and this is the first painting I did it’s very simple originally it started

it’s very simple originally it started

it’s very simple originally it started off as a completely white square board

off as a completely white square board

off as a completely white square board but then I asked myself the very first

but then I asked myself the very first

but then I asked myself the very first question and the question was why does

question and the question was why does

question and the question was why does it have to be white because it’s chalk

it have to be white because it’s chalk

it have to be white because it’s chalk it’s white so I I thought well maybe I

it’s white so I I thought well maybe I

it’s white so I I thought well maybe I can make it colored so I added a little

can make it colored so I added a little

can make it colored so I added a little bit of black pigment or quite a lot of

bit of black pigment or quite a lot of

bit of black pigment or quite a lot of black pigment and painted the right-hand

black pigment and painted the right-hand

black pigment and painted the right-hand side of the board black I was quite

side of the board black I was quite

side of the board black I was quite impressed with the results but what I

impressed with the results but what I

impressed with the results but what I wanted to do I thought I needed to make

wanted to do I thought I needed to make

wanted to do I thought I needed to make this completely flat so I started

this completely flat so I started

this completely flat so I started sanding it down and when I was sending

sanding it down and when I was sending

sanding it down and when I was sending it down this line between the white and

it down this line between the white and

it down this line between the white and the black became fragmented

the black became fragmented

the black became fragmented and this is the start of everything that

and this is the start of everything that

and this is the start of everything that I’ve done subsequently I was very

I’ve done subsequently I was very

I’ve done subsequently I was very interested in the way that this line

interested in the way that this line

interested in the way that this line became fragmented because then i started

became fragmented because then i started

became fragmented because then i started to thinking well there is no line if you

to thinking well there is no line if you

to thinking well there is no line if you go if you look into any line or any of

go if you look into any line or any of

go if you look into any line or any of especially this the closer you get in

especially this the closer you get in

especially this the closer you get in the more the fragmentation breaks apart

the more the fragmentation breaks apart

the more the fragmentation breaks apart and it it becomes more massive it stops

and it it becomes more massive it stops

and it it becomes more massive it stops being a line altogether so I thought

being a line altogether so I thought

being a line altogether so I thought this was really interesting and I

this was really interesting and I

this was really interesting and I thought well what do I do next and then

thought well what do I do next and then

thought well what do I do next and then the next thing I thought well but if I

the next thing I thought well but if I

the next thing I thought well but if I can turn this line around and I put the

can turn this line around and I put the

can turn this line around and I put the black paint on top of the white paint

black paint on top of the white paint

black paint on top of the white paint and then sand it down then this line

and then sand it down then this line

and then sand it down then this line becomes in the third dimension it’s in

becomes in the third dimension it’s in

becomes in the third dimension it’s in the middle of the painting and not

the middle of the painting and not

the middle of the painting and not through sanding down I’m reaching

through sanding down I’m reaching

through sanding down I’m reaching through to this point where these two

through to this point where these two

through to this point where these two colors these two color fields join so I

colors these two color fields join so I

colors these two color fields join so I thought black is a bit boring so I tried

thought black is a bit boring so I tried

thought black is a bit boring so I tried it with blue it’s not a very good

it with blue it’s not a very good

it with blue it’s not a very good resolution on the picture so but you can

resolution on the picture so but you can

resolution on the picture so but you can see enough that what started to happen

see enough that what started to happen

see enough that what started to happen here what my idea originally was to

here what my idea originally was to

here what my idea originally was to start off with a very light blue work

start off with a very light blue work

start off with a very light blue work through go darker and darker and darker

through go darker and darker and darker

through go darker and darker and darker so I started with an ultra marine

so I started with an ultra marine

so I started with an ultra marine started to go darker and then eventually

started to go darker and then eventually

started to go darker and then eventually going on to Prussian blue which is much

going on to Prussian blue which is much

going on to Prussian blue which is much darker still and then the very last

darker still and then the very last

darker still and then the very last layer was completely black or extremely

layer was completely black or extremely

layer was completely black or extremely dark blue looked almost black so then

dark blue looked almost black so then

dark blue looked almost black so then when I started sending back down I

when I started sending back down I

when I started sending back down I wanted to find the middle point between

wanted to find the middle point between

wanted to find the middle point between all these different layers of color and

all these different layers of color and

all these different layers of color and the idea was that I would see eventually

the idea was that I would see eventually

the idea was that I would see eventually a little bit of every layer but again

a little bit of every layer but again

a little bit of every layer but again something surprising happened that I

something surprising happened that I

something surprising happened that I wasn’t expecting and the thing that

wasn’t expecting and the thing that

wasn’t expecting and the thing that happened was it wasn’t perfect all these

happened was it wasn’t perfect all these

happened was it wasn’t perfect all these lighter spot’s our imperfections these

lighter spot’s our imperfections these

lighter spot’s our imperfections these are lower layers that have come more

are lower layers that have come more

are lower layers that have come more through than the than the darker layers

through than the than the darker layers

through than the than the darker layers and these lighter layers these in

and these lighter layers these in

and these lighter layers these in actions I thought there must be

actions I thought there must be

actions I thought there must be something in that so I tried another few

something in that so I tried another few

something in that so I tried another few pictures I tried with red and green and

pictures I tried with red and green and

pictures I tried with red and green and eventually I started to get a little bit

eventually I started to get a little bit

eventually I started to get a little bit more liberal with my applications of

more liberal with my applications of

more liberal with my applications of color started to add more colors into

color started to add more colors into

color started to add more colors into the single painting and came up with

the single painting and came up with

the single painting and came up with something like this so this is quite a

something like this so this is quite a

something like this so this is quite a big step I don’t know if anybody can

big step I don’t know if anybody can

big step I don’t know if anybody can actually see what’s going on here but I

actually see what’s going on here but I

actually see what’s going on here but I started to see forms and figures and

started to see forms and figures and

started to see forms and figures and things started to come out that I wasn’t

things started to come out that I wasn’t

things started to come out that I wasn’t expecting in at all there’s quite a few

expecting in at all there’s quite a few

expecting in at all there’s quite a few associations he can make with the forms

associations he can make with the forms

associations he can make with the forms that are showing there so this obviously

that are showing there so this obviously

that are showing there so this obviously gave me the desire to find out more

gave me the desire to find out more

gave me the desire to find out more about what could happen so although this

about what could happen so although this

about what could happen so although this is a relatively simple the next picture

is a relatively simple the next picture

is a relatively simple the next picture that i want to show came out like that

that i want to show came out like that

that i want to show came out like that and this is feet much xtreamer here I

and this is feet much xtreamer here I

and this is feet much xtreamer here I started to really get into the color

started to really get into the color

started to really get into the color this is quite a large painting this is

this is quite a large painting this is

this is quite a large painting this is two meters 20 x 1 metre sixty and here i

two meters 20 x 1 metre sixty and here i

two meters 20 x 1 metre sixty and here i started throwing the paint i’d move it

started throwing the paint i’d move it

started throwing the paint i’d move it around with my hands creating structures

around with my hands creating structures

around with my hands creating structures as soon as the paint was on the canvas i

as soon as the paint was on the canvas i

as soon as the paint was on the canvas i used the blunt end of the paintbrush and

used the blunt end of the paintbrush and

used the blunt end of the paintbrush and draw into it make lines into it and i

draw into it make lines into it and i

draw into it make lines into it and i thought at this stage that i need to go

thought at this stage that i need to go

thought at this stage that i need to go and find out about gesso so i went to

and find out about gesso so i went to

and find out about gesso so i went to one of the art book stores in in munich

one of the art book stores in in munich

one of the art book stores in in munich and asked if anybody knew anything about

and asked if anybody knew anything about

and asked if anybody knew anything about gesso and he said it would be a very

gesso and he said it would be a very

gesso and he said it would be a very very short book because jess i was

very short book because jess i was

very short book because jess i was basically just a recipe so there was no

basically just a recipe so there was no

basically just a recipe so there was no I had no way of finding out nobody had

I had no way of finding out nobody had

I had no way of finding out nobody had worked like this before working away

worked like this before working away

worked like this before working away from the canvas building up color I

from the canvas building up color I

from the canvas building up color I build it up on top of each color so

build it up on top of each color so

build it up on top of each color so every layer covers up what’s gone before

every layer covers up what’s gone before

every layer covers up what’s gone before so I haven’t it’s not like I build up a

so I haven’t it’s not like I build up a

so I haven’t it’s not like I build up a painting where I can see the different

painting where I can see the different

painting where I can see the different stages of it

stages of it

stages of it coming together in fact every time I

coming together in fact every time I

coming together in fact every time I paint a new layer I’m covering up what I

paint a new layer I’m covering up what I

paint a new layer I’m covering up what I did before so often the very last layer

did before so often the very last layer

did before so often the very last layer I paint a completely one color layer

I paint a completely one color layer

I paint a completely one color layer over the top then I have to wait a few

over the top then I have to wait a few

over the top then I have to wait a few days for it to dry and when it dries I

days for it to dry and when it dries I

days for it to dry and when it dries I approach it then it’s like a stone I

approach it then it’s like a stone I

approach it then it’s like a stone I have this object all these paint layers

have this object all these paint layers

have this object all these paint layers and structures are in the middle of it

and structures are in the middle of it

and structures are in the middle of it and then I have to start discovering

and then I have to start discovering

and then I have to start discovering what’s inside so I don’t just do a

what’s inside so I don’t just do a

what’s inside so I don’t just do a sanding flat reveal on what’s inside but

sanding flat reveal on what’s inside but

sanding flat reveal on what’s inside but I actually carve away at the color so

I actually carve away at the color so

I actually carve away at the color so that’s why they’re called

that’s why they’re called

that’s why they’re called two-dimensional sculptures because at

two-dimensional sculptures because at

two-dimensional sculptures because at the end of the day they’re fairly flat

the end of the day they’re fairly flat

the end of the day they’re fairly flat but the way I go into it and why I

but the way I go into it and why I

but the way I go into it and why I approach the work is very sculptural in

approach the work is very sculptural in

approach the work is very sculptural in the sense that I am carving so these big

the sense that I am carving so these big

the sense that I am carving so these big these were big pictures and originally I

these were big pictures and originally I

these were big pictures and originally I did them on on wooden boards eight

did them on on wooden boards eight

did them on on wooden boards eight millimeter mdf on really strong boards

millimeter mdf on really strong boards

millimeter mdf on really strong boards and they were very very heavy I couldn’t

and they were very very heavy I couldn’t

and they were very very heavy I couldn’t lift them pretty much at the end I kept

lift them pretty much at the end I kept

lift them pretty much at the end I kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger and

getting bigger and bigger and bigger and

getting bigger and bigger and bigger and then I got asked to do an exhibition in

then I got asked to do an exhibition in

then I got asked to do an exhibition in a very small part I’m gallery and it was

a very small part I’m gallery and it was

a very small part I’m gallery and it was only 20 square meters so I thought what

only 20 square meters so I thought what

only 20 square meters so I thought what am I going to do first of all I didn’t

am I going to do first of all I didn’t

am I going to do first of all I didn’t have transport for the bigger paintings

have transport for the bigger paintings

have transport for the bigger paintings and I thought well I go in the other

and I thought well I go in the other

and I thought well I go in the other extreme now because in every painting

extreme now because in every painting

extreme now because in every painting that I did their worlds always small

that I did their worlds always small

that I did their worlds always small sections that I thought that could be a

sections that I thought that could be a

sections that I thought that could be a painting in itself so I started cutting

painting in itself so I started cutting

painting in itself so I started cutting out what I call my cells and the cells

out what I call my cells and the cells

out what I call my cells and the cells are just small cutout of a larger

are just small cutout of a larger

are just small cutout of a larger painting and the idea was I could take

painting and the idea was I could take

painting and the idea was I could take my entire exhibition to the air

my entire exhibition to the air

my entire exhibition to the air exhibition in the pockets my overcoat so

exhibition in the pockets my overcoat so

exhibition in the pockets my overcoat so invited everybody to the exhibition and

invited everybody to the exhibition and

invited everybody to the exhibition and when everyone arrived there was nothing

when everyone arrived there was nothing

when everyone arrived there was nothing on the walls whatsoever so I took out

on the walls whatsoever so I took out

on the walls whatsoever so I took out about 50 or 60 of these tiny discs and

about 50 or 60 of these tiny discs and

about 50 or 60 of these tiny discs and started making a composition of them on

started making a composition of them on

started making a composition of them on the ward I then I asked all the people

the ward I then I asked all the people

the ward I then I asked all the people that were

that were

that were hitting the exhibition to take one and

hitting the exhibition to take one and

hitting the exhibition to take one and put it on the other wall so first of all

put it on the other wall so first of all

put it on the other wall so first of all it was my composition and then it was

it was my composition and then it was

it was my composition and then it was the composition of everybody that was

the composition of everybody that was

the composition of everybody that was visiting the exhibition so I made a

visiting the exhibition so I made a

visiting the exhibition so I made a small speech and said that’s fine that’s

small speech and said that’s fine that’s

small speech and said that’s fine that’s it everyone can go now you take one so

it everyone can go now you take one so

it everyone can go now you take one so at the end of the day at the end of the

at the end of the day at the end of the

at the end of the day at the end of the exhibition everything was gone these

exhibition everything was gone these

exhibition everything was gone these small discs at them just gone into the

small discs at them just gone into the

small discs at them just gone into the world and there is actually from this

world and there is actually from this

world and there is actually from this one exhibition I know now that some

one exhibition I know now that some

one exhibition I know now that some discs in Australia America so out of

discs in Australia America so out of

discs in Australia America so out of this one small painting it’s now

this one small painting it’s now

this one small painting it’s now expanded and spread around so the next

expanded and spread around so the next

expanded and spread around so the next conclusion is i didn’t know what i was

conclusion is i didn’t know what i was

conclusion is i didn’t know what i was doing i’m just making it up as I go

doing i’m just making it up as I go

doing i’m just making it up as I go along basically so I had all this this

along basically so I had all this this

along basically so I had all this this cutout of this painting this frame and

cutout of this painting this frame and

cutout of this painting this frame and not wanting to throw anything away I

not wanting to throw anything away I

not wanting to throw anything away I thought it might be interesting to them

thought it might be interesting to them

thought it might be interesting to them bring these circles these cells back

bring these circles these cells back

bring these circles these cells back into a new painting because it’s always

into a new painting because it’s always

into a new painting because it’s always been for me a process of giving and

been for me a process of giving and

been for me a process of giving and taking away and giving and it’s always a

taking away and giving and it’s always a

taking away and giving and it’s always a to and fro relationship that I have with

to and fro relationship that I have with

to and fro relationship that I have with the surfaces so I started to paint more

the surfaces so I started to paint more

the surfaces so I started to paint more structure there was more going into the

structure there was more going into the

structure there was more going into the pictures I was building up more layers

pictures I was building up more layers

pictures I was building up more layers and using these forms then to create

and using these forms then to create

and using these forms then to create circles now the next picture is actually

circles now the next picture is actually

circles now the next picture is actually what this turned out like in the end and

what this turned out like in the end and

what this turned out like in the end and I think you’ll see this is why I’m so

I think you’ll see this is why I’m so

I think you’ll see this is why I’m so fascinated by by this technique you

fascinated by by this technique you

fascinated by by this technique you can’t imagine that what went that that

can’t imagine that what went that that

can’t imagine that what went that that turned into that and the reason for that

turned into that and the reason for that

turned into that and the reason for that is is because the very last white layer

is is because the very last white layer

is is because the very last white layer that goes over the top then I’m just

that goes over the top then I’m just

that goes over the top then I’m just taking the top skimming the top of it I

taking the top skimming the top of it I

taking the top skimming the top of it I have to make decisions all the time how

have to make decisions all the time how

have to make decisions all the time how far I go back the more I go back the

far I go back the more I go back the

far I go back the more I go back the more I go deeper into the surface of

more I go deeper into the surface of

more I go deeper into the surface of this picture the bigger these forms come

this picture the bigger these forms come

this picture the bigger these forms come so it’s just I have to decide when to

so it’s just I have to decide when to

so it’s just I have to decide when to stop sometimes I go too far back has

stop sometimes I go too far back has

stop sometimes I go too far back has been known to

been known to

been known to but I think you couldn’t see there’s no

but I think you couldn’t see there’s no

but I think you couldn’t see there’s no way of knowing when when I’m painting

way of knowing when when I’m painting

way of knowing when when I’m painting exactly what’s going to come out but I

exactly what’s going to come out but I

exactly what’s going to come out but I put the information in there and for me

put the information in there and for me

put the information in there and for me it’s never it’s not about control I’m

it’s never it’s not about control I’m

it’s never it’s not about control I’m not looking to control the painting I

not looking to control the painting I

not looking to control the painting I want to give the painting the chance to

want to give the painting the chance to

want to give the painting the chance to give me something back its communication

give me something back its communication

give me something back its communication a friend of mine set some cameras up in

a friend of mine set some cameras up in

a friend of mine set some cameras up in my studio and I was supposed to turn

my studio and I was supposed to turn

my studio and I was supposed to turn them on when I was started to sand down

them on when I was started to sand down

them on when I was started to sand down the surface so that you know I could

the surface so that you know I could

the surface so that you know I could demonstrate what happens but every time

demonstrate what happens but every time

demonstrate what happens but every time I was painting or so focused on the

I was painting or so focused on the

I was painting or so focused on the painting and the sanding that I kept

painting and the sanding that I kept

painting and the sanding that I kept forgetting to put the camera on don’t

forgetting to put the camera on don’t

forgetting to put the camera on don’t think there’s something most people are

think there’s something most people are

think there’s something most people are fascinated I’d attacked the surface of

fascinated I’d attacked the surface of

fascinated I’d attacked the surface of the painting with a sanding machine at

the painting with a sanding machine at

the painting with a sanding machine at least you can see you a little bit of

least you can see you a little bit of

least you can see you a little bit of the sanding machines in industrial

the sanding machines in industrial

the sanding machines in industrial sanding machine and then you go into a

sanding machine and then you go into a

sanding machine and then you go into a gallery don’t touch the paintings don’t

gallery don’t touch the paintings don’t

gallery don’t touch the paintings don’t touch the paintings and they be made of

touch the paintings and they be made of

touch the paintings and they be made of dry and grayling away at them I her so

dry and grayling away at them I her so

dry and grayling away at them I her so this is what this turned out to be and

this is what this turned out to be and

this is what this turned out to be and this is interesting as well because I

this is interesting as well because I

this is interesting as well because I started me really liberal with how I

started me really liberal with how I

started me really liberal with how I applied the paint and it was a it became

applied the paint and it was a it became

applied the paint and it was a it became very organic and those organic forms and

very organic and those organic forms and

very organic and those organic forms and shapes coming out so obviously then I

shapes coming out so obviously then I

shapes coming out so obviously then I was interested in the little bit going

was interested in the little bit going

was interested in the little bit going towards landscape but not really any

towards landscape but not really any

towards landscape but not really any specific landscape more sort of an a

specific landscape more sort of an a

specific landscape more sort of an a organic form this is a painting that

organic form this is a painting that

organic form this is a painting that went completely wrong I just put too

went completely wrong I just put too

went completely wrong I just put too much on I was just putting more and more

much on I was just putting more and more

much on I was just putting more and more and more and taking it to the extreme

and more and taking it to the extreme

and more and taking it to the extreme how far can I take this material for a

how far can I take this material for a

how far can I take this material for a break and it did break it cracked

break and it did break it cracked

break and it did break it cracked totally but in a brilliant way when I

totally but in a brilliant way when I

totally but in a brilliant way when I first saw it my first reaction the next

first saw it my first reaction the next

first saw it my first reaction the next day when I came back I was so convinced

day when I came back I was so convinced

day when I came back I was so convinced it was going to be a great painting and

it was going to be a great painting and

it was going to be a great painting and I was going to send it down and was

I was going to send it down and was

I was going to send it down and was great stuff in there and I came back and

great stuff in there and I came back and

great stuff in there and I came back and it totally cracked up so oh my god

it totally cracked up so oh my god

it totally cracked up so oh my god disaster what do i do so it was about

disaster what do i do so it was about

disaster what do i do so it was about two days before an exhibition so I put

two days before an exhibition so I put

two days before an exhibition so I put it in a back room had the exhibition

it in a back room had the exhibition

it in a back room had the exhibition came back a couple of weeks later took

came back a couple of weeks later took

came back a couple of weeks later took it out the room

it out the room

it out the room ah that’s actually really good so you

ah that’s actually really good so you

ah that’s actually really good so you should never go on the first instinct

should never go on the first instinct

should never go on the first instinct when you think everything’s gone wrong

when you think everything’s gone wrong

when you think everything’s gone wrong just give it a bit of time yeah so at

just give it a bit of time yeah so at

just give it a bit of time yeah so at least you see here a little bit of how

least you see here a little bit of how

least you see here a little bit of how it how it goes the top right-hand

it how it goes the top right-hand

it how it goes the top right-hand corners is unsanded and as I take off

corners is unsanded and as I take off

corners is unsanded and as I take off the top layers I’m really interested in

the top layers I’m really interested in

the top layers I’m really interested in in the way that these little delicate

in the way that these little delicate

in the way that these little delicate lines and forms come through this was my

lines and forms come through this was my

lines and forms come through this was my one of the first ones that I did on

one of the first ones that I did on

one of the first ones that I did on canvas I didn’t realize it was possible

canvas I didn’t realize it was possible

canvas I didn’t realize it was possible to paint on canvas because i thought the

to paint on canvas because i thought the

to paint on canvas because i thought the pain was going to be too heavy then I

pain was going to be too heavy then I

pain was going to be too heavy then I started to get more complicated more

started to get more complicated more

started to get more complicated more interested in the composition here’s one

interested in the composition here’s one

interested in the composition here’s one that’s with the cells again sort of

that’s with the cells again sort of

that’s with the cells again sort of going up into the ether out of the out

going up into the ether out of the out

going up into the ether out of the out of a sort of watery base in the painting

of a sort of watery base in the painting

of a sort of watery base in the painting this is a pretty spectacular one and I

this is a pretty spectacular one and I

this is a pretty spectacular one and I started to drip it and I will thinking

started to drip it and I will thinking

started to drip it and I will thinking about how to apply to paint in different

about how to apply to paint in different

about how to apply to paint in different ways I splat it I move it around my

ways I splat it I move it around my

ways I splat it I move it around my man’s I pour it sometimes I throw it in

man’s I pour it sometimes I throw it in

man’s I pour it sometimes I throw it in this case I was dripping it but it’s how

this case I was dripping it but it’s how

this case I was dripping it but it’s how you stand it that’s important because I

you stand it that’s important because I

you stand it that’s important because I went through further back than these

went through further back than these

went through further back than these drips and went right into the base and

drips and went right into the base and

drips and went right into the base and this one to reveal this opening in the

this one to reveal this opening in the

this one to reveal this opening in the middle then it’s this is a detail of

middle then it’s this is a detail of

middle then it’s this is a detail of another painting and you see how

another painting and you see how

another painting and you see how complicated is getting now from this one

complicated is getting now from this one

complicated is getting now from this one simple line it’s getting really really

simple line it’s getting really really

simple line it’s getting really really complicated there’s more layers there’s

complicated there’s more layers there’s

complicated there’s more layers there’s more going on as more activity and I’m

more going on as more activity and I’m

more going on as more activity and I’m still discovering new things today this

still discovering new things today this

still discovering new things today this is also one of my latest ones where I’ve

is also one of my latest ones where I’ve

is also one of my latest ones where I’ve got the energy and this this this ball

got the energy and this this this ball

got the energy and this this this ball of energy in the middle and I wanted to

of energy in the middle and I wanted to

of energy in the middle and I wanted to have it throwing out in every direction

have it throwing out in every direction

have it throwing out in every direction its energy so we come back to this this

its energy so we come back to this this

its energy so we come back to this this is my first gesso painting and what I

is my first gesso painting and what I

is my first gesso painting and what I really want to say is it’s possible out

really want to say is it’s possible out

really want to say is it’s possible out of a line to create a universe thank you

of a line to create a universe thank you

of a line to create a universe thank you you

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