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in second grade I was running across the

in second grade I was running across the field to catch a pop fly playing

field to catch a pop fly playing

field to catch a pop fly playing kickball at John Marshall Elementary

kickball at John Marshall Elementary

kickball at John Marshall Elementary School in Southern California I was

School in Southern California I was

School in Southern California I was running I remember looking back to catch

running I remember looking back to catch

running I remember looking back to catch the ball in the air and out of nowhere

the ball in the air and out of nowhere

the ball in the air and out of nowhere he remember those old monkey bars the

he remember those old monkey bars the

he remember those old monkey bars the round ones well they just appeared in

round ones well they just appeared in

round ones well they just appeared in the middle of the field and I hit it

the middle of the field and I hit it

the middle of the field and I hit it straight on that was my first major

straight on that was my first major

straight on that was my first major concussion I’ve had lucky number seven

concussion I’ve had lucky number seven

concussion I’ve had lucky number seven I’ve always been a competitive athlete

I’ve always been a competitive athlete

I’ve always been a competitive athlete since I was a little kid I was groomed

since I was a little kid I was groomed

since I was a little kid I was groomed to be a baseball player and a mixed

to be a baseball player and a mixed

to be a baseball player and a mixed martial arts kid my dad was a karate

martial arts kid my dad was a karate

martial arts kid my dad was a karate teacher and a cop my mom was a mom they

teacher and a cop my mom was a mom they

teacher and a cop my mom was a mom they always encouraged me to just be that

always encouraged me to just be that

always encouraged me to just be that intense competitive spirit and that got

intense competitive spirit and that got

intense competitive spirit and that got me a little trouble with with head

me a little trouble with with head

me a little trouble with with head injuries my second one is the one that

injuries my second one is the one that

injuries my second one is the one that caused probably a majority of the damage

caused probably a majority of the damage

caused probably a majority of the damage I climbed up on top of a pickup truck

I climbed up on top of a pickup truck

I climbed up on top of a pickup truck with the camper on it as about five of

with the camper on it as about five of

with the camper on it as about five of us kids were on our way home from a

us kids were on our way home from a

us kids were on our way home from a baseball game I was 12 I I thought if I

baseball game I was 12 I I thought if I

baseball game I was 12 I I thought if I jumped off the top you’re doing about 10

jumped off the top you’re doing about 10

jumped off the top you’re doing about 10 15 miles now we’re not that fast that I

15 miles now we’re not that fast that I

15 miles now we’re not that fast that I could land on my feet and just run down

could land on my feet and just run down

could land on my feet and just run down to my house we were right by the

to my house we were right by the

to my house we were right by the probably a block from my house

probably a block from my house

probably a block from my house and I jumped and I landed and hit the

and I jumped and I landed and hit the

and I jumped and I landed and hit the back of my head and I don’t know this

back of my head and I don’t know this

back of my head and I don’t know this this has been told to me so I really

this has been told to me so I really

this has been told to me so I really reiterate these stories often I waved at

reiterate these stories often I waved at

reiterate these stories often I waved at them like I’m good

them like I’m good

them like I’m good that’s the first thing you do when you

that’s the first thing you do when you

that’s the first thing you do when you get a head trauma it’s okay I’m good

get a head trauma it’s okay I’m good

get a head trauma it’s okay I’m good and they looked and they drove off and

and they looked and they drove off and

and they looked and they drove off and well I wandered around my neighborhood

well I wandered around my neighborhood

well I wandered around my neighborhood for three hours and that’s an extensive

for three hours and that’s an extensive

for three hours and that’s an extensive amount of time after a head injury

amount of time after a head injury

amount of time after a head injury finally one of the people noticed I

finally one of the people noticed I

finally one of the people noticed I looked a little lost and pale and they

looked a little lost and pale and they

looked a little lost and pale and they took me to my mother and I walked in and

took me to my mother and I walked in and

took me to my mother and I walked in and I the only thing I remember from that

I the only thing I remember from that

I the only thing I remember from that that that whole situation was you always

that that whole situation was you always

that that whole situation was you always recall something or at least I have

recall something or at least I have

recall something or at least I have during these accidents and the one thing

during these accidents and the one thing

during these accidents and the one thing I remember is my mother telling my mom

I remember is my mother telling my mom

I remember is my mother telling my mom slow

slow

slow she was driving like I was dying to the

she was driving like I was dying to the

she was driving like I was dying to the to the emergency room they got me there

to the emergency room they got me there

to the emergency room they got me there and I was diagnosed with yet another

and I was diagnosed with yet another

and I was diagnosed with yet another major concussion my second one I

major concussion my second one I

major concussion my second one I acquired four more growing up just

acquired four more growing up just

acquired four more growing up just playing competitive sports kicked in the

playing competitive sports kicked in the

playing competitive sports kicked in the head a couple times and trust me

head a couple times and trust me

head a couple times and trust me sometimes it’s kind of fun to pull the

sometimes it’s kind of fun to pull the

sometimes it’s kind of fun to pull the brain card out when my kids say dad you

brain card out when my kids say dad you

brain card out when my kids say dad you just said that three minutes ago I a

just said that three minutes ago I a

just said that three minutes ago I a member and they back off a little bit

member and they back off a little bit

member and they back off a little bit and give me some space by the way my

and give me some space by the way my

and give me some space by the way my mother after six years of doing this

mother after six years of doing this

mother after six years of doing this when my life changed from a head injury

when my life changed from a head injury

when my life changed from a head injury my mother’s never seen me play alive I

my mother’s never seen me play alive I

my mother’s never seen me play alive I took her to do the Today Show with me

took her to do the Today Show with me

took her to do the Today Show with me and you know she kind of stood back but

and you know she kind of stood back but

and you know she kind of stood back but I know she’s watching today and she’s my

I know she’s watching today and she’s my

I know she’s watching today and she’s my bestest friend so or I know she’s out

bestest friend so or I know she’s out

bestest friend so or I know she’s out there in video land so I love you mom

there in video land so I love you mom

there in video land so I love you mom and I know you’re watching me and she

and I know you’re watching me and she

and I know you’re watching me and she gets to see me play today which is

gets to see me play today which is

gets to see me play today which is really cool someone walked up to me

really cool someone walked up to me

really cool someone walked up to me earlier this morning said you don’t even

earlier this morning said you don’t even

earlier this morning said you don’t even look like a piano player I said what do

look like a piano player I said what do

look like a piano player I said what do you what do I look like and you know

you what do I look like and you know

you what do I look like and you know what doesn’t help is a tattoos and

what doesn’t help is a tattoos and

what doesn’t help is a tattoos and jewelry they can’t figure out well is he

jewelry they can’t figure out well is he

jewelry they can’t figure out well is he a fighter is he just fresh out of jail

a fighter is he just fresh out of jail

a fighter is he just fresh out of jail I’ll explain that quickly before I carry

I’ll explain that quickly before I carry

I’ll explain that quickly before I carry on I steal these bracelets from people

on I steal these bracelets from people

on I steal these bracelets from people as I travel because I find it important

as I travel because I find it important

as I travel because I find it important to take a little piece of something to

to take a little piece of something to

to take a little piece of something to remind me of my experience sharing my

remind me of my experience sharing my

remind me of my experience sharing my life with them and then sharing it with

life with them and then sharing it with

life with them and then sharing it with me so I’ve accumulated to 300 of these

me so I’ve accumulated to 300 of these

me so I’ve accumulated to 300 of these bracelets and I try to rotate them so

bracelets and I try to rotate them so

bracelets and I try to rotate them so everybody gets a little piece of the you

everybody gets a little piece of the you

everybody gets a little piece of the you know action I guess let’s talk about the

know action I guess let’s talk about the

know action I guess let’s talk about the transition because I think that’s really

transition because I think that’s really

transition because I think that’s really that the challenging part of when I went

that the challenging part of when I went

that the challenging part of when I went through this transition of my last had

through this transition of my last had

through this transition of my last had injury there’s something significant

injury there’s something significant

injury there’s something significant moment that on the fourth day after I

moment that on the fourth day after I

moment that on the fourth day after I hit my head they sent me home the next

hit my head they sent me home the next

hit my head they sent me home the next day because I wasn’t bleeding I insisted

day because I wasn’t bleeding I insisted

day because I wasn’t bleeding I insisted I was okay again

I was okay again

I was okay again matter of fact I was quite intense with

matter of fact I was quite intense with

matter of fact I was quite intense with the doctors I don’t like doctors

the doctors I don’t like doctors

the doctors I don’t like doctors building I like doctors doctor but the

building I like doctors doctor but the

building I like doctors doctor but the smell of a medical building just doesn’t

smell of a medical building just doesn’t

smell of a medical building just doesn’t work with me and I just didn’t want

work with me and I just didn’t want

work with me and I just didn’t want anything to do with it so they were

anything to do with it so they were

anything to do with it so they were probably happy to see me go home and my

probably happy to see me go home and my

probably happy to see me go home and my mom took me home I slept for

mom took me home I slept for

mom took me home I slept for for days not without waking up I woke up

for days not without waking up I woke up

for days not without waking up I woke up every couple hours she would wake me up

every couple hours she would wake me up

every couple hours she would wake me up to make sure I was breathing and now I

to make sure I was breathing and now I

to make sure I was breathing and now I was a typical guy with an injury I

was a typical guy with an injury I

was a typical guy with an injury I wanted a back rub and soup there was a

wanted a back rub and soup there was a

wanted a back rub and soup there was a moment on the fourth day that I remember

moment on the fourth day that I remember

moment on the fourth day that I remember and this is the only this is the only

and this is the only this is the only

and this is the only this is the only moment I remember from the moment I dove

moment I remember from the moment I dove

moment I remember from the moment I dove into the pool till after people told me

into the pool till after people told me

into the pool till after people told me what happened on the fourth day I was

what happened on the fourth day I was

what happened on the fourth day I was laying there in bed and my mother came

laying there in bed and my mother came

laying there in bed and my mother came in to check on me and if you all have

in to check on me and if you all have

in to check on me and if you all have children you can relate to this second

children you can relate to this second

children you can relate to this second and I remember looking up as if my

and I remember looking up as if my

and I remember looking up as if my mother was saying come back just come

mother was saying come back just come

mother was saying come back just come back to me because they didn’t think I

back to me because they didn’t think I

back to me because they didn’t think I was going to have most of my marbles

was going to have most of my marbles

was going to have most of my marbles left and that look of fear struck me and

left and that look of fear struck me and

left and that look of fear struck me and I and I carried it with me because it

I and I carried it with me because it

I and I carried it with me because it reminded me how fragile that not only my

reminded me how fragile that not only my

reminded me how fragile that not only my life was but the experiences that I

life was but the experiences that I

life was but the experiences that I didn’t want to miss five years later I

didn’t want to miss five years later I

didn’t want to miss five years later I was on the porch getting ready to have

was on the porch getting ready to have

was on the porch getting ready to have dinner and this is the only reason I

dinner and this is the only reason I

dinner and this is the only reason I tell you this is because it correlates

tell you this is because it correlates

tell you this is because it correlates with looking into my mother’s eyes

with looking into my mother’s eyes

with looking into my mother’s eyes because I got a dose of it I got a phone

because I got a dose of it I got a phone

because I got a dose of it I got a phone call standing on the porch and they said

call standing on the porch and they said

call standing on the porch and they said is this mr. Amato and I say oh yeah I

is this mr. Amato and I say oh yeah I

is this mr. Amato and I say oh yeah I and I I haven’t had a cell phone three

and I I haven’t had a cell phone three

and I I haven’t had a cell phone three years or a car in four years just

years or a car in four years just

years or a car in four years just because I don’t don’t believe in him I

because I don’t don’t believe in him I

because I don’t don’t believe in him I said yes this is Derek and she said we

said yes this is Derek and she said we

said yes this is Derek and she said we need you to come to Salida Colorado to

need you to come to Salida Colorado to

need you to come to Salida Colorado to the Memorial Hospital the Rockies right

the Memorial Hospital the Rockies right

the Memorial Hospital the Rockies right now and I said I don’t even know anybody

now and I said I don’t even know anybody

now and I said I don’t even know anybody there what do you what do you mean and

there what do you what do you mean and

there what do you what do you mean and she said your son’s been in a high-speed

she said your son’s been in a high-speed

she said your son’s been in a high-speed rollover and he was ejected through the

rollover and he was ejected through the

rollover and he was ejected through the front windshield at 75 miles an hour I

front windshield at 75 miles an hour I

front windshield at 75 miles an hour I was like my son why would this happen to

was like my son why would this happen to

was like my son why would this happen to me so I drove I didn’t drive actually my

me so I drove I didn’t drive actually my

me so I drove I didn’t drive actually my brother drove me because I couldn’t

brother drove me because I couldn’t

brother drove me because I couldn’t operate a vehicle because I when our

operate a vehicle because I when our

operate a vehicle because I when our children are in trauma we seem to react

children are in trauma we seem to react

children are in trauma we seem to react you know for all over the place

you know for all over the place

you know for all over the place I couldn’t Drive my brother drove me

I couldn’t Drive my brother drove me

I couldn’t Drive my brother drove me it’s a 5-hour drive through the

it’s a 5-hour drive through the

it’s a 5-hour drive through the mountains you don’t fly in because

mountains you don’t fly in because

mountains you don’t fly in because there’s nowhere to fly into and I

there’s nowhere to fly into and I

there’s nowhere to fly into and I remember that driving the the space in

remember that driving the the space in

remember that driving the the space in between like someone had just stopped my

between like someone had just stopped my

between like someone had just stopped my life and I wasn’t sure how I was going

life and I wasn’t sure how I was going

life and I wasn’t sure how I was going to react to this if this was really my

to react to this if this was really my

to react to this if this was really my child and I walked into the hospital my

child and I walked into the hospital my

child and I walked into the hospital my brother said wait for me and I started

brother said wait for me and I started

brother said wait for me and I started running up the thing to get in the doors

running up the thing to get in the doors

running up the thing to get in the doors and the doctor stopped me when he when I

and the doctor stopped me when he when I

and the doctor stopped me when he when I got up there and he said mr. Melissa to

got up there and he said mr. Melissa to

got up there and he said mr. Melissa to have a chat for a second I’m thinking

have a chat for a second I’m thinking

have a chat for a second I’m thinking God we just please tell me my son is

God we just please tell me my son is

God we just please tell me my son is alive and he took me to sat me down and

alive and he took me to sat me down and

alive and he took me to sat me down and he said I’m not sure how your son lived

he said I’m not sure how your son lived

he said I’m not sure how your son lived through this but I want you to know that

through this but I want you to know that

through this but I want you to know that he’s going to be ok and he can you know

he’s going to be ok and he can you know

he’s going to be ok and he can you know he comforted me i sat down with my son

he comforted me i sat down with my son

he comforted me i sat down with my son and he said and I went to touch him and

and he said and I went to touch him and

and he said and I went to touch him and he said you can’t touch him so what can

he said you can’t touch him so what can

he said you can’t touch him so what can I

I

I I got to touch my son he’s got to know

I got to touch my son he’s got to know

I got to touch my son he’s got to know I’m here and I couldn’t touch him so I

I’m here and I couldn’t touch him so I

I’m here and I couldn’t touch him so I had to get as close as I could to him

had to get as close as I could to him

had to get as close as I could to him and I figured well I can’t touch him

and I figured well I can’t touch him

and I figured well I can’t touch him because his body is so swollen that it

because his body is so swollen that it

because his body is so swollen that it would obviously hurt him if I were to

would obviously hurt him if I were to

would obviously hurt him if I were to put my hands on him and I don’t know why

put my hands on him and I don’t know why

put my hands on him and I don’t know why but I thought I could heal him by

but I thought I could heal him by

but I thought I could heal him by touching him and just just giving him a

touching him and just just giving him a

touching him and just just giving him a moment of letting him know I’m there so

moment of letting him know I’m there so

moment of letting him know I’m there so I couldn’t figure out what to do so I I

I couldn’t figure out what to do so I I

I couldn’t figure out what to do so I I start breathing against his face and he

start breathing against his face and he

start breathing against his face and he looked up at me and he was out he was

looked up at me and he was out he was

looked up at me and he was out he was you as long as eyes were bleeding his

you as long as eyes were bleeding his

you as long as eyes were bleeding his ears are bleeding he was a racket he

ears are bleeding he was a racket he

ears are bleeding he was a racket he looked like he’d been in the car crash

looked like he’d been in the car crash

looked like he’d been in the car crash and he looked up at me and I felt that

and he looked up at me and I felt that

and he looked up at me and I felt that exact same moment when my mother was

exact same moment when my mother was

exact same moment when my mother was looking down at me asking me to come

looking down at me asking me to come

looking down at me asking me to come back so not only did I get to experience

back so not only did I get to experience

back so not only did I get to experience something very significant diving into a

something very significant diving into a

something very significant diving into a swimming pool and shallow diving is

swimming pool and shallow diving is

swimming pool and shallow diving is overrated if you think you’re going to

overrated if you think you’re going to

overrated if you think you’re going to play the banjo after a swimming accident

play the banjo after a swimming accident

play the banjo after a swimming accident don’t go there

don’t go there

don’t go there there’s all kinds of other ways to learn

there’s all kinds of other ways to learn

there’s all kinds of other ways to learn musical instruments and you’d be amazed

musical instruments and you’d be amazed

musical instruments and you’d be amazed with the emails I get people say the

with the emails I get people say the

with the emails I get people say the strangest things and they’re all

strangest things and they’re all

strangest things and they’re all wonderful actually even the

wonderful actually even the

wonderful actually even the the crazy ones but at that time my

the crazy ones but at that time my

the crazy ones but at that time my purpose became so clear that I had no

purpose became so clear that I had no

purpose became so clear that I had no questions what I was supposed to do with

questions what I was supposed to do with

questions what I was supposed to do with my gift I didn’t know if I was supposed

my gift I didn’t know if I was supposed

my gift I didn’t know if I was supposed to tell someone and say listen I just

to tell someone and say listen I just

to tell someone and say listen I just woke up and I became a piano player most

woke up and I became a piano player most

woke up and I became a piano player most people would look at you and say you’re

people would look at you and say you’re

people would look at you and say you’re a bit nutty I decided to take my mother

a bit nutty I decided to take my mother

a bit nutty I decided to take my mother the next morning after my accident to do

the next morning after my accident to do

the next morning after my accident to do to the music store she kept asking me

to the music store she kept asking me

to the music store she kept asking me what he wanted to do we are you gonna

what he wanted to do we are you gonna

what he wanted to do we are you gonna buy something and I’m like no no I just

buy something and I’m like no no I just

buy something and I’m like no no I just want to show you this suite we walked in

want to show you this suite we walked in

want to show you this suite we walked in and of course the salesman wants to sell

and of course the salesman wants to sell

and of course the salesman wants to sell me a piano and I have any money to buy a

me a piano and I have any money to buy a

me a piano and I have any money to buy a piano a matter of fact I haven’t any

piano a matter of fact I haven’t any

piano a matter of fact I haven’t any money since I hit my head but I knew I

money since I hit my head but I knew I

money since I hit my head but I knew I could take this and make it not just

could take this and make it not just

could take this and make it not just business but a testimony that would

business but a testimony that would

business but a testimony that would hopefully inspire someone touch someone

hopefully inspire someone touch someone

hopefully inspire someone touch someone change maybe the the way you look at

change maybe the the way you look at

change maybe the the way you look at life and the things that are possible

life and the things that are possible

life and the things that are possible and the human potential and open up your

and the human potential and open up your

and the human potential and open up your mind by me sharing my life story in my

mind by me sharing my life story in my

mind by me sharing my life story in my situation we sat down the piano and he

situation we sat down the piano and he

situation we sat down the piano and he kept trying to sell me this thing I

kept trying to sell me this thing I

kept trying to sell me this thing I didn’t know how to turn a digital piano

didn’t know how to turn a digital piano

didn’t know how to turn a digital piano on he started going this sales pitch and

on he started going this sales pitch and

on he started going this sales pitch and I leaned over to turn it on finally when

I leaned over to turn it on finally when

I leaned over to turn it on finally when you show me where the button was and I

you show me where the button was and I

you show me where the button was and I started playing and my mom sat there and

started playing and my mom sat there and

started playing and my mom sat there and she started crying and I was like I

she started crying and I was like I

she started crying and I was like I thought you’re gonna be happy you know I

thought you’re gonna be happy you know I

thought you’re gonna be happy you know I thought wow this is bumming her out and

thought wow this is bumming her out and

thought wow this is bumming her out and she said what are you doing and I said

she said what are you doing and I said

she said what are you doing and I said I’m playing a piano you know I’ve done

I’m playing a piano you know I’ve done

I’m playing a piano you know I’ve done this for seven hours now salesmen come

this for seven hours now salesmen come

this for seven hours now salesmen come back over and he said so what do you

back over and he said so what do you

back over and he said so what do you think I said great I said we’re done I

think I said great I said we’re done I

think I said great I said we’re done I think I gotta go so he goes how long in

think I gotta go so he goes how long in

think I gotta go so he goes how long in the plan I said seven hours I mean he

the plan I said seven hours I mean he

the plan I said seven hours I mean he wasn’t happy with that response he

wasn’t happy with that response he

wasn’t happy with that response he thought I was pulling his leg of course

thought I was pulling his leg of course

thought I was pulling his leg of course we walked out and decided that I had to

we walked out and decided that I had to

we walked out and decided that I had to kind of make a decision am I going back

kind of make a decision am I going back

kind of make a decision am I going back to my corporate job and telecom or do I

to my corporate job and telecom or do I

to my corporate job and telecom or do I take this gift and find a way to share

take this gift and find a way to share

take this gift and find a way to share it

it

it well they all started coming at me when

well they all started coming at me when

well they all started coming at me when I decided I’m going to go in full force

I decided I’m going to go in full force

I decided I’m going to go in full force I can do this all these people start

I can do this all these people start

I can do this all these people start coming at you we want to make a movie we

coming at you we want to make a movie we

coming at you we want to make a movie we want to make a good write a book we want

want to make a good write a book we want

want to make a good write a book we want to do this and that and then I was like

to do this and that and then I was like

to do this and that and then I was like okay that’s a little intense so I stayed

okay that’s a little intense so I stayed

okay that’s a little intense so I stayed quiet for about a year and a half and I

quiet for about a year and a half and I

quiet for about a year and a half and I hid in the little town in Colorado and I

hid in the little town in Colorado and I

hid in the little town in Colorado and I fly fish too every day I still fly fish

fly fish too every day I still fly fish

fly fish too every day I still fly fish most every day at that time I had to

most every day at that time I had to

most every day at that time I had to make a decision how do I transition from

make a decision how do I transition from

make a decision how do I transition from corporate America into a job that really

corporate America into a job that really

corporate America into a job that really isn’t a job I don’t consider this a job

isn’t a job I don’t consider this a job

isn’t a job I don’t consider this a job and I decided at that moment two weeks

and I decided at that moment two weeks

and I decided at that moment two weeks after my accident that I would never

after my accident that I would never

after my accident that I would never ever again

ever again

ever again spend my life time chasing money and

spend my life time chasing money and

spend my life time chasing money and that at that very moment my purpose

that at that very moment my purpose

that at that very moment my purpose became extremely clear I have two things

became extremely clear I have two things

became extremely clear I have two things in my life besides my children my

in my life besides my children my

in my life besides my children my friends and family that that means great

friends and family that that means great

friends and family that that means great value and it’s simple I believe we are

value and it’s simple I believe we are

value and it’s simple I believe we are here for two purposes and that’s to

here for two purposes and that’s to

here for two purposes and that’s to serve and to love as a Christian kid I

serve and to love as a Christian kid I

serve and to love as a Christian kid I look at this as a gift from God and I’m

look at this as a gift from God and I’m

look at this as a gift from God and I’m proud to say that on the scientific and

proud to say that on the scientific and

proud to say that on the scientific and medical landing I agree with some of the

medical landing I agree with some of the

medical landing I agree with some of the things they say as well because they’ve

things they say as well because they’ve

things they say as well because they’ve shown me these tests that come back and

shown me these tests that come back and

shown me these tests that come back and say we all may have this and I truly

say we all may have this and I truly

say we all may have this and I truly believe after meeting all these gifted

believe after meeting all these gifted

believe after meeting all these gifted people through my travels last six years

people through my travels last six years

people through my travels last six years that we all have this this area

that we all have this this area

that we all have this this area somewhere inside our brain that will

somewhere inside our brain that will

somewhere inside our brain that will allow beautiful or genius or something

allow beautiful or genius or something

allow beautiful or genius or something new and that has become my my purpose

new and that has become my my purpose

new and that has become my my purpose and I will spend the rest of my life

and I will spend the rest of my life

and I will spend the rest of my life sharing my work and I won’t be that rock

sharing my work and I won’t be that rock

sharing my work and I won’t be that rock star guy I won’t be that TV actor even

star guy I won’t be that TV actor even

star guy I won’t be that TV actor even though I’ve done a couple TV shows and

though I’ve done a couple TV shows and

though I’ve done a couple TV shows and whatever I think if it all goes

whatever I think if it all goes

whatever I think if it all goes perfectly as planned I will spend the

perfectly as planned I will spend the

perfectly as planned I will spend the next five 10 years sharing my work

next five 10 years sharing my work

next five 10 years sharing my work creating music scoring music for film

creating music scoring music for film

creating music scoring music for film whatever and then I’ll probably be one

whatever and then I’ll probably be one

whatever and then I’ll probably be one of those people you find in the

of those people you find in the

of those people you find in the newspaper that’s buried next to a an

newspaper that’s buried next to a an

newspaper that’s buried next to a an orphanage in Chile

orphanage in Chile

orphanage in Chile because that’s my purpose and believe it

because that’s my purpose and believe it

because that’s my purpose and believe it or not as silly as this may sound I’m

or not as silly as this may sound I’m

or not as silly as this may sound I’m going to change the world with each of

going to change the world with each of

going to change the world with each of you

you

you [Applause]

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