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you can do it you can turn impossible to

you can do it you can turn impossible to I am possible you can you can and you

I am possible you can you can and you

I am possible you can you can and you can when I say this to people you know

can when I say this to people you know

can when I say this to people you know they often cringe they say that oh thank

they often cringe they say that oh thank

they often cringe they say that oh thank you you can of course of course you can

you you can of course of course you can

you you can of course of course you can because you know you regardless of race

because you know you regardless of race

because you know you regardless of race language or religion you can you can you

language or religion you can you can you

language or religion you can you can you can of course you can because you are a

can of course you can because you are a

can of course you can because you are a celebrity you’ve gone on 30 television

celebrity you’ve gone on 30 television

celebrity you’ve gone on 30 television shows you are an international

shows you are an international

shows you are an international best-selling author and you can speak

best-selling author and you can speak

best-selling author and you can speak with the power point of so is our

with the power point of so is our

with the power point of so is our amazing nasira’s now everyone can it’s

amazing nasira’s now everyone can it’s

amazing nasira’s now everyone can it’s so easy isn’t it oh because you’ve been

so easy isn’t it oh because you’ve been

so easy isn’t it oh because you’ve been on the UN stage and you are on the Wall

on the UN stage and you are on the Wall

on the UN stage and you are on the Wall Street Journal and you have spoken at

Street Journal and you have spoken at

Street Journal and you have spoken at Harvard of course you can Surya you are

Harvard of course you can Surya you are

Harvard of course you can Surya you are so lucky

so lucky

so lucky Who am I Who am I Who am I to do what

Who am I Who am I Who am I to do what

Who am I Who am I Who am I to do what you do

you do

you do you are superhuman I am NOT I am nobody

you are superhuman I am NOT I am nobody

you are superhuman I am NOT I am nobody well just like a ballerina performing on

well just like a ballerina performing on

well just like a ballerina performing on stage so beautifully right what we do

stage so beautifully right what we do

stage so beautifully right what we do not see is the broken bones that goes

not see is the broken bones that goes

not see is the broken bones that goes behind the scenes isn’t it so allow me

behind the scenes isn’t it so allow me

behind the scenes isn’t it so allow me to pull the curtains to show you the

to pull the curtains to show you the

to pull the curtains to show you the broken scenes behind the curtains to

broken scenes behind the curtains to

broken scenes behind the curtains to show you that special privileges that I

show you that special privileges that I

show you that special privileges that I got for myself when I was a school

got for myself when I was a school

got for myself when I was a school dropout I was okay in primary school I

dropout I was okay in primary school I

dropout I was okay in primary school I was okay in secondary

was okay in secondary

was okay in secondary school and then when I went into my pre

school and then when I went into my pre

school and then when I went into my pre university days I was more interested in

university days I was more interested in

university days I was more interested in boys than books

boys than books

boys than books sounds familiar so that was me that was

sounds familiar so that was me that was

sounds familiar so that was me that was me and I was more interested in boys and

me and I was more interested in boys and

me and I was more interested in boys and bulls and you know it doesn’t really

bulls and you know it doesn’t really

bulls and you know it doesn’t really help that my relationship with my father

help that my relationship with my father

help that my relationship with my father wasn’t really good we’re sick in the

wasn’t really good we’re sick in the

wasn’t really good we’re sick in the same house but we don’t talk so he’s

same house but we don’t talk so he’s

same house but we don’t talk so he’s very authoritative and say you do a meth

very authoritative and say you do a meth

very authoritative and say you do a meth and you do a counting is very good for

and you do a counting is very good for

and you do a counting is very good for you it’s good for your future sit for

you it’s good for your future sit for

you it’s good for your future sit for the exams well I did that I set for the

the exams well I did that I set for the

the exams well I did that I set for the exams I did that I set for the exams but

exams I did that I set for the exams but

exams I did that I set for the exams but I didn’t do anything I wrote my name I

I didn’t do anything I wrote my name I

I didn’t do anything I wrote my name I wrote my name index number and I said

wrote my name index number and I said

wrote my name index number and I said for the exam but I did not do anything

for the exam but I did not do anything

for the exam but I did not do anything for my accounting paper for my a math

for my accounting paper for my a math

for my accounting paper for my a math paper and I got a zero zero for both

paper and I got a zero zero for both

paper and I got a zero zero for both papers and then got a welcome to the

papers and then got a welcome to the

papers and then got a welcome to the principal’s office and a nice VIP exit

principal’s office and a nice VIP exit

principal’s office and a nice VIP exit out of school so I was kicked out from

out of school so I was kicked out from

out of school so I was kicked out from school and I didn’t want to tell my

school and I didn’t want to tell my

school and I didn’t want to tell my father eventually he found out but not

father eventually he found out but not

father eventually he found out but not talking times not talking equals still

talking times not talking equals still

talking times not talking equals still not talking right so I went around

not talking right so I went around

not talking right so I went around bumming in my life worked at 7-eleven

bumming in my life worked at 7-eleven

bumming in my life worked at 7-eleven worked at the factory worked at the

worked at the factory worked at the

worked at the factory worked at the childcare center here there but no way

childcare center here there but no way

childcare center here there but no way no way and I was in a very abusive

no way and I was in a very abusive

no way and I was in a very abusive relationship also and I was physically

relationship also and I was physically

relationship also and I was physically abused throughout those years and my

abused throughout those years and my

abused throughout those years and my parents didn’t even know about it and

parents didn’t even know about it and

parents didn’t even know about it and suddenly one day something happened that

suddenly one day something happened that

suddenly one day something happened that totally totally rocked me changed my

totally totally rocked me changed my

totally totally rocked me changed my life my father who had not been talking

life my father who had not been talking

life my father who had not been talking to me at all

to me at all

to me at all suddenly just stood up in front of me

suddenly just stood up in front of me

suddenly just stood up in front of me and he did the unimaginable no he didn’t

and he did the unimaginable no he didn’t

and he did the unimaginable no he didn’t beat me up no he just stood and he just

beat me up no he just stood and he just

beat me up no he just stood and he just cried and cried and cried just tears

cried and cried and cried just tears

cried and cried and cried just tears rolling down his eyes and I was

rolling down his eyes and I was

rolling down his eyes and I was speechless I didn’t know what to do I

speechless I didn’t know what to do I

speechless I didn’t know what to do I don’t know how how to react and I just

don’t know how how to react and I just

don’t know how how to react and I just looked at him and he looked at me in the

looked at him and he looked at me in the

looked at him and he looked at me in the eye and he

eye and he

eye and he just said one sentence uh I didn’t honk

just said one sentence uh I didn’t honk

just said one sentence uh I didn’t honk ow

ow

ow what’s gonna happen to you and I knew

what’s gonna happen to you and I knew

what’s gonna happen to you and I knew right there and then that I had

right there and then that I had

right there and then that I had disappointed him so much and I was

disappointed him so much and I was

disappointed him so much and I was asking myself deep inside is this what I

asking myself deep inside is this what I

asking myself deep inside is this what I want to do disappointing him and he’s

want to do disappointing him and he’s

want to do disappointing him and he’s already so old and I made that decision

already so old and I made that decision

already so old and I made that decision right on that spot that I was gonna

right on that spot that I was gonna

right on that spot that I was gonna change my life that I was gonna take my

change my life that I was gonna take my

change my life that I was gonna take my a-levels again as a private student but

a-levels again as a private student but

a-levels again as a private student but I couldn’t say all of that to him I just

I couldn’t say all of that to him I just

I couldn’t say all of that to him I just said it in my heart and I did it I said

said it in my heart and I did it I said

said it in my heart and I did it I said I did my night classes and then

I did my night classes and then

I did my night classes and then eventually I know set for the papers and

eventually I know set for the papers and

eventually I know set for the papers and just before the exam results were gonna

just before the exam results were gonna

just before the exam results were gonna come out he just died of a sudden heart

come out he just died of a sudden heart

come out he just died of a sudden heart attack just like that he was gone and I

attack just like that he was gone and I

attack just like that he was gone and I remember just crying in front of his

remember just crying in front of his

remember just crying in front of his body it’s crying and crying and talking

body it’s crying and crying and talking

body it’s crying and crying and talking to him but he was no longer there it was

to him but he was no longer there it was

to him but he was no longer there it was just too late I was telling him my plans

just too late I was telling him my plans

just too late I was telling him my plans I was doing this for you you know I love

I was doing this for you you know I love

I was doing this for you you know I love you talk to me talk to me but it was

you talk to me talk to me but it was

you talk to me talk to me but it was just too late I grew up ten years wiser

just too late I grew up ten years wiser

just too late I grew up ten years wiser just by the incident and I realized that

just by the incident and I realized that

just by the incident and I realized that I could take my own sweet time but my

I could take my own sweet time but my

I could take my own sweet time but my parents I don’t know when will be the

parents I don’t know when will be the

parents I don’t know when will be the expiry date so I got my results and it

expiry date so I got my results and it

expiry date so I got my results and it was really really good

was really really good

was really really good and I wanted to pursue nutrition a cause

and I wanted to pursue nutrition a cause

and I wanted to pursue nutrition a cause that wasn’t available at a time in

that wasn’t available at a time in

that wasn’t available at a time in Singapore so I went like you know and

Singapore so I went like you know and

Singapore so I went like you know and found out that I got a place in

found out that I got a place in

found out that I got a place in Australia and when I got that place and

Australia and when I got that place and

Australia and when I got that place and the second thing happened also changed

the second thing happened also changed

the second thing happened also changed my life more than any professors in

my life more than any professors in

my life more than any professors in university would have taught me I told

university would have taught me I told

university would have taught me I told my mom that I got a place and she looked

my mom that I got a place and she looked

my mom that I got a place and she looked at me and that was this long silence and

at me and that was this long silence and

at me and that was this long silence and she said how much I said $60,000 mom I

she said how much I said $60,000 mom I

she said how much I said $60,000 mom I knew money that we didn’t have at all

knew money that we didn’t have at all

knew money that we didn’t have at all and she asked me one question she said

and she asked me one question she said

and she asked me one question she said do you really want to study and I said

do you really want to study and I said

do you really want to study and I said yes of course if we have the means and I

yes of course if we have the means and I

yes of course if we have the means and I know we don’t have the means it’s okay

know we don’t have the means it’s okay

know we don’t have the means it’s okay no do you want to study then I said yes

no do you want to study then I said yes

no do you want to study then I said yes if I have the chance and she said how

if I have the chance and she said how

if I have the chance and she said how much do you need first I said at least

much do you need first I said at least

much do you need first I said at least $6,000 mom to pay for everything the

$6,000 mom to pay for everything the

$6,000 mom to pay for everything the first semester fees and all that she

first semester fees and all that she

first semester fees and all that she said porn all the jewelry porn all the

said porn all the jewelry porn all the

said porn all the jewelry porn all the jewelry and take everything and just go

jewelry and take everything and just go

jewelry and take everything and just go and he said but how how am I gonna

and he said but how how am I gonna

and he said but how how am I gonna survive month after month after that she

survive month after month after that she

survive month after month after that she said just go we will figure it out you

said just go we will figure it out you

said just go we will figure it out you jump and then the net will appear that’s

jump and then the net will appear that’s

jump and then the net will appear that’s a philosophy in life and figure it out

a philosophy in life and figure it out

a philosophy in life and figure it out she did so while I was studying she took

she did so while I was studying she took

she did so while I was studying she took up jobs

up jobs

up jobs she is illiterate she could not read she

she is illiterate she could not read she

she is illiterate she could not read she could not write she’s never been to

could not write she’s never been to

could not write she’s never been to school so she could only do cleaning job

school so she could only do cleaning job

school so she could only do cleaning job so she was working at the airport as a

so she was working at the airport as a

so she was working at the airport as a cleaner or cleaning toilets from 12:00

cleaner or cleaning toilets from 12:00

cleaner or cleaning toilets from 12:00 midnight all the way till 7 o’clock in

midnight all the way till 7 o’clock in

midnight all the way till 7 o’clock in the morning and that money wasn’t enough

the morning and that money wasn’t enough

the morning and that money wasn’t enough and then it’s done

and then it’s done

and then it’s done 7 and she’ll continue 10 o’clock all the

7 and she’ll continue 10 o’clock all the

7 and she’ll continue 10 o’clock all the way till 5:00 at the condo cleaning also

way till 5:00 at the condo cleaning also

way till 5:00 at the condo cleaning also and that also is not enough and when

and that also is not enough and when

and that also is not enough and when she’s done she’ll go to the restaurant

she’s done she’ll go to the restaurant

she’s done she’ll go to the restaurant very busy restaurant at Bedok dinner

very busy restaurant at Bedok dinner

very busy restaurant at Bedok dinner time crowds

time crowds

time crowds 6 o’clock all the way till 11:00

6 o’clock all the way till 11:00

6 o’clock all the way till 11:00 cleaning the tables picking up the

cleaning the tables picking up the

cleaning the tables picking up the plates cleaning the tables picking up

plates cleaning the tables picking up

plates cleaning the tables picking up the pigs all the way till 11 and then 12

the pigs all the way till 11 and then 12

the pigs all the way till 11 and then 12 midnight to 7 o’clock and then 10 to 5

midnight to 7 o’clock and then 10 to 5

midnight to 7 o’clock and then 10 to 5 and then 6 to 11 7 days a week non-stop

and then 6 to 11 7 days a week non-stop

and then 6 to 11 7 days a week non-stop for 3 years not one single day of

for 3 years not one single day of

for 3 years not one single day of medical leave and she was 60 years old

medical leave and she was 60 years old

medical leave and she was 60 years old when she was doing all of that so I knew

when she was doing all of that so I knew

when she was doing all of that so I knew I could not fail and I did very very

I could not fail and I did very very

I could not fail and I did very very well when I was in Australia I got a

well when I was in Australia I got a

well when I was in Australia I got a student exchange to the US and then I

student exchange to the US and then I

student exchange to the US and then I came back and finally I achieved my

came back and finally I achieved my

came back and finally I achieved my father’s dream that was to be a teacher

father’s dream that was to be a teacher

father’s dream that was to be a teacher which I did so these are the two amazing

which I did so these are the two amazing

which I did so these are the two amazing people in my life and I went on taught

people in my life and I went on taught

people in my life and I went on taught for five years studied hard like got a

for five years studied hard like got a

for five years studied hard like got a good job and then things happen got

good job and then things happen got

good job and then things happen got married have two kids one after another

married have two kids one after another

married have two kids one after another that’s them that’s them now 15 and 16

that’s them that’s them now 15 and 16

that’s them that’s them now 15 and 16 now

so yeah I was not easy like you know

so yeah I was not easy like you know working teaching and then having these

working teaching and then having these

working teaching and then having these two little almost like twins and then I

two little almost like twins and then I

two little almost like twins and then I decided like I want to create I just

decided like I want to create I just

decided like I want to create I just want to create I want that $3,000

want to create I want that $3,000

want to create I want that $3,000 paycheck paycheck as a graduate create

paycheck paycheck as a graduate create

paycheck paycheck as a graduate create and just do something so I decided to

and just do something so I decided to

and just do something so I decided to open up a business which is a nutrition

open up a business which is a nutrition

open up a business which is a nutrition clinic because I know how to lose 20 kg

clinic because I know how to lose 20 kg

clinic because I know how to lose 20 kg without exercise right so I knew that

without exercise right so I knew that

without exercise right so I knew that this is going to be a big hit so I open

this is going to be a big hit so I open

this is going to be a big hit so I open up my nutrition clinic six months down

up my nutrition clinic six months down

up my nutrition clinic six months down the road I owe five banks $80,000

the road I owe five banks $80,000

the road I owe five banks $80,000 because I don’t know how to sell I don’t

because I don’t know how to sell I don’t

because I don’t know how to sell I don’t know how to do a business I only knew

know how to do a business I only knew

know how to do a business I only knew how to collect a paycheck that’s all I

how to collect a paycheck that’s all I

how to collect a paycheck that’s all I knew right to have a boss pay me money

knew right to have a boss pay me money

knew right to have a boss pay me money but I don’t know what to do if you leave

but I don’t know what to do if you leave

but I don’t know what to do if you leave me on my own doing my own business I

me on my own doing my own business I

me on my own doing my own business I wouldn’t know what to do so I was left

wouldn’t know what to do so I was left

wouldn’t know what to do so I was left with that eighty thousand dollars that I

with that eighty thousand dollars that I

with that eighty thousand dollars that I couldn’t go back teaching because when I

couldn’t go back teaching because when I

couldn’t go back teaching because when I left I was still bonded so I still had

left I was still bonded so I still had

left I was still bonded so I still had to pay the government which I still have

to pay the government which I still have

to pay the government which I still have not paid at that time so I was stuck

not paid at that time so I was stuck

not paid at that time so I was stuck with this 80k debt and I cleared that

with this 80k debt and I cleared that

with this 80k debt and I cleared that eventually by asking for the key so the

eventually by asking for the key so the

eventually by asking for the key so the key is the formula asked for the key

key is the formula asked for the key

key is the formula asked for the key always seek knowledge because knowledge

always seek knowledge because knowledge

always seek knowledge because knowledge empowers you I know how to lose 20 kg in

empowers you I know how to lose 20 kg in

empowers you I know how to lose 20 kg in three months but I don’t know how to

three months but I don’t know how to

three months but I don’t know how to make twenty dollars in three months so I

make twenty dollars in three months so I

make twenty dollars in three months so I needed the marketing knowledge the

needed the marketing knowledge the

needed the marketing knowledge the business knowledge and I soaked them up

business knowledge and I soaked them up

business knowledge and I soaked them up like a sponge and I made it finally I

like a sponge and I made it finally I

like a sponge and I made it finally I net about two hundred fifty thousand in

net about two hundred fifty thousand in

net about two hundred fifty thousand in my first business a second business Atem

my first business a second business Atem

my first business a second business Atem in the education business and was all

in the education business and was all

in the education business and was all good and great until I lost everything

good and great until I lost everything

good and great until I lost everything again why because I have the first end

again why because I have the first end

again why because I have the first end the first time is knowing how to make

the first time is knowing how to make

the first time is knowing how to make money but I didn’t have the second M

money but I didn’t have the second M

money but I didn’t have the second M which is how to manage my money I

which is how to manage my money I

which is how to manage my money I invested my money not in a property none

invested my money not in a property none

invested my money not in a property none of that but I gave eighty thousand to a

of that but I gave eighty thousand to a

of that but I gave eighty thousand to a friend who wants to open up a boutique

friend who wants to open up a boutique

friend who wants to open up a boutique you should have been my best friend at a

you should have been my best friend at a

you should have been my best friend at a time right so and then twenty thousand

time right so and then twenty thousand

time right so and then twenty thousand dollars for an equipment for a gym and I

dollars for an equipment for a gym and I

dollars for an equipment for a gym and I have two gyms at that time so these

have two gyms at that time so these

have two gyms at that time so these businesses all went bust and I lost half

businesses all went bust and I lost half

businesses all went bust and I lost half a million dollars

a million dollars

a million dollars and at this period also I went through

and at this period also I went through

and at this period also I went through my divorce

my divorce

my divorce so I didn’t have a home I was living in

so I didn’t have a home I was living in

so I didn’t have a home I was living in my office and I couldn’t live in my kids

my office and I couldn’t live in my kids

my office and I couldn’t live in my kids because I was broke

because I was broke

because I was broke so it was the lowest point really in my

so it was the lowest point really in my

so it was the lowest point really in my life at that time having the you know

life at that time having the you know

life at that time having the you know societal is like understatement at that

societal is like understatement at that

societal is like understatement at that moment to be minus half a million

moment to be minus half a million

moment to be minus half a million dollars and going through all of that

dollars and going through all of that

dollars and going through all of that and that was a time I remembered what my

and that was a time I remembered what my

and that was a time I remembered what my mom said my mom said that you need to

mom said my mom said that you need to

mom said my mom said that you need to have a Y that makes you cry and you will

have a Y that makes you cry and you will

have a Y that makes you cry and you will have a way that makes you fly and what

have a way that makes you fly and what

have a way that makes you fly and what will my Y my two kids were my wife they

will my Y my two kids were my wife they

will my Y my two kids were my wife they were the one who gave me the fuel to get

were the one who gave me the fuel to get

were the one who gave me the fuel to get me going they would say they were very

me going they would say they were very

me going they would say they were very young at that time and he’ll come to me

young at that time and he’ll come to me

young at that time and he’ll come to me and they will say that Oh me they say

and they will say that Oh me they say

and they will say that Oh me they say that you don’t love Azumi oh hey they

that you don’t love Azumi oh hey they

that you don’t love Azumi oh hey they say that when you die there will be a

say that when you die there will be a

say that when you die there will be a lot of money on your grave for me like

lot of money on your grave for me like

lot of money on your grave for me like what no not from the ex-husband okay my

what no not from the ex-husband okay my

what no not from the ex-husband okay my ex-husband from the father no he’s a

ex-husband from the father no he’s a

ex-husband from the father no he’s a very nice man but from the people around

very nice man but from the people around

very nice man but from the people around you know the people are out we’re in the

you know the people are out we’re in the

you know the people are out we’re in the same planet and we write you have such

same planet and we write you have such

same planet and we write you have such people don’t you people who push you

people don’t you people who push you

people don’t you people who push you down when you’re even down right so

down when you’re even down right so

down when you’re even down right so that’s what happens so I felt so down

that’s what happens so I felt so down

that’s what happens so I felt so down and I said at the same time that was my

and I said at the same time that was my

and I said at the same time that was my fuel I said I’m not gonna grow you know

fuel I said I’m not gonna grow you know

fuel I said I’m not gonna grow you know like let them grow up and look at me as

like let them grow up and look at me as

like let them grow up and look at me as his useless hopeless mother that they

his useless hopeless mother that they

his useless hopeless mother that they said that I was no no way that’s gonna

said that I was no no way that’s gonna

said that I was no no way that’s gonna happen so what I did was I had some

happen so what I did was I had some

happen so what I did was I had some money left that was supposed to be the

money left that was supposed to be the

money left that was supposed to be the rent that was overdue and instead of

rent that was overdue and instead of

rent that was overdue and instead of paying the rent I picked my max and I

paying the rent I picked my max and I

paying the rent I picked my max and I went to the US and I took an MBA for a

went to the US and I took an MBA for a

went to the US and I took an MBA for a few days it’s not that kind of a median

few days it’s not that kind of a median

few days it’s not that kind of a median you’re talking about in the university

you’re talking about in the university

you’re talking about in the university no no no this is all about marketing

no no no this is all about marketing

no no no this is all about marketing mindset but a different kind of mindset

mindset but a different kind of mindset

mindset but a different kind of mindset I took different mentors mentors who

I took different mentors mentors who

I took different mentors mentors who have been bankrupt before and how they

have been bankrupt before and how they

have been bankrupt before and how they rose up I wanted to know more about how

rose up I wanted to know more about how

rose up I wanted to know more about how to rise up from people who would teach

to rise up from people who would teach

to rise up from people who would teach me and marketing news new ways of

me and marketing news new ways of

me and marketing news new ways of marketing how do I get clients I want to

marketing how do I get clients I want to

marketing how do I get clients I want to learn online marketing so that’s what I

learn online marketing so that’s what I

learn online marketing so that’s what I did so I soak it all came back to

did so I soak it all came back to

did so I soak it all came back to Singapore and this one lady changed my

Singapore and this one lady changed my

Singapore and this one lady changed my life and she said that if you do this if

life and she said that if you do this if

life and she said that if you do this if you only focus on this you

you only focus on this you

you only focus on this you gonna make it and it is free and it is

gonna make it and it is free and it is

gonna make it and it is free and it is good so what is free free is a great

good so what is free free is a great

good so what is free free is a great word for me right now right at that time

word for me right now right at that time

word for me right now right at that time so I said what is free and good Facebook

so I said what is free and good Facebook

so I said what is free and good Facebook Facebook is good Facebook is free so I

Facebook is good Facebook is free so I

Facebook is good Facebook is free so I decided to come back and just figure out

decided to come back and just figure out

decided to come back and just figure out this Facebook monster how do you make

this Facebook monster how do you make

this Facebook monster how do you make money posting pictures on Facebook your

money posting pictures on Facebook your

money posting pictures on Facebook your cat or whatever why you eat right so I

cat or whatever why you eat right so I

cat or whatever why you eat right so I figured it out I cracked the code

figured it out I cracked the code

figured it out I cracked the code I had my fanpage and I became famous on

I had my fanpage and I became famous on

I had my fanpage and I became famous on Facebook and it brought my sinking

Facebook and it brought my sinking

Facebook and it brought my sinking Titanic I got a lot of clients from

Titanic I got a lot of clients from

Titanic I got a lot of clients from Facebook and I got many many many many

Facebook and I got many many many many

Facebook and I got many many many many such such such messages as well please

such such such messages as well please

such such such messages as well please help me Surya please help me help me and

help me Surya please help me help me and

help me Surya please help me help me and help me so I decided to run classes

help me so I decided to run classes

help me so I decided to run classes after classes and it was about helping

after classes and it was about helping

after classes and it was about helping people he teach them how to fish instead

people he teach them how to fish instead

people he teach them how to fish instead of giving them the fish and I started

of giving them the fish and I started

of giving them the fish and I started new businesses and that was when I broke

new businesses and that was when I broke

new businesses and that was when I broke my ten million dollar sales and I earned

my ten million dollar sales and I earned

my ten million dollar sales and I earned my half a million in just 10 months and

my half a million in just 10 months and

my half a million in just 10 months and I got my biggest dream come true and

I got my biggest dream come true and

I got my biggest dream come true and that was to have a birthday party for my

that was to have a birthday party for my

that was to have a birthday party for my daughter in my own house

daughter in my own house

daughter in my own house which I did and I remember my daughter

which I did and I remember my daughter

which I did and I remember my daughter you wrote me a note and she said Umi

you wrote me a note and she said Umi

you wrote me a note and she said Umi this is the best day of my life and I’ll

this is the best day of my life and I’ll

this is the best day of my life and I’ll never forget that for the rest of my

never forget that for the rest of my

never forget that for the rest of my life and that saved my dignity so I went

life and that saved my dignity so I went

life and that saved my dignity so I went on with my life and the dignity was

on with my life and the dignity was

on with my life and the dignity was reclaimed I was able to send her to a

reclaimed I was able to send her to a

reclaimed I was able to send her to a good school she did very well and this

good school she did very well and this

good school she did very well and this was a moment of triumph because this

was a moment of triumph because this

was a moment of triumph because this useless hopeless good-for-nothing mother

useless hopeless good-for-nothing mother

useless hopeless good-for-nothing mother is the one that finally is able to

is the one that finally is able to

is the one that finally is able to reclaim her dignity again and I got a

reclaim her dignity again and I got a

reclaim her dignity again and I got a cat I love cat but this cat is a

cat I love cat but this cat is a

cat I love cat but this cat is a different leak right and it is not just

different leak right and it is not just

different leak right and it is not just about this cat right and I don’t have a

about this cat right and I don’t have a

about this cat right and I don’t have a driving license by the way so it is not

driving license by the way so it is not

driving license by the way so it is not about the material but it is the smile

about the material but it is the smile

about the material but it is the smile on my mother’s face and that is

on my mother’s face and that is

on my mother’s face and that is priceless

priceless

priceless that is truly truly priceless and we

that is truly truly priceless and we

that is truly truly priceless and we just need to have that why that makes us

just need to have that why that makes us

just need to have that why that makes us cry the wire is going to keep us going

cry the wire is going to keep us going

cry the wire is going to keep us going the smile on the people

the smile on the people

the smile on the people face that Metis to us and that’s gonna

face that Metis to us and that’s gonna

face that Metis to us and that’s gonna keep us going to the life’s ups and

keep us going to the life’s ups and

keep us going to the life’s ups and downs ups and downs and all these

downs ups and downs and all these

downs ups and downs and all these challenges in my life and I’ve realized

challenges in my life and I’ve realized

challenges in my life and I’ve realized that there’s one thing that no one owes

that there’s one thing that no one owes

that there’s one thing that no one owes me a living no one owes me a living and

me a living no one owes me a living and

me a living no one owes me a living and I have guiding hands in my life mentors

I have guiding hands in my life mentors

I have guiding hands in my life mentors people who have helped me my mom she’s a

people who have helped me my mom she’s a

people who have helped me my mom she’s a teacher to me my friends the people who

teacher to me my friends the people who

teacher to me my friends the people who believed in me when no one would believe

believed in me when no one would believe

believed in me when no one would believe in me and my enemies and my haters they

in me and my enemies and my haters they

in me and my enemies and my haters they are also my mentors because their

are also my mentors because their

are also my mentors because their feedback their criticisms are fuel for

feedback their criticisms are fuel for

feedback their criticisms are fuel for me and I use their criticism to fuel me

me and I use their criticism to fuel me

me and I use their criticism to fuel me and I never run out of energy its own to

and I never run out of energy its own to

and I never run out of energy its own to the University of hot knocks in life and

the University of hot knocks in life and

the University of hot knocks in life and that is the experience in life the best

that is the experience in life the best

that is the experience in life the best teachers are the experiences in life the

teachers are the experiences in life the

teachers are the experiences in life the experiences in life the ones that has

experiences in life the ones that has

experiences in life the ones that has helped me mold me into what I am being

helped me mold me into what I am being

helped me mold me into what I am being sexually abused at age five and being

sexually abused at age five and being

sexually abused at age five and being physically abused through all my teens

physically abused through all my teens

physically abused through all my teens have molded me into the woman that I am

have molded me into the woman that I am

have molded me into the woman that I am today from a so useless hopeless person

today from a so useless hopeless person

today from a so useless hopeless person that I was to a woman who now champion

that I was to a woman who now champion

that I was to a woman who now champion for the causes of sexual and physical

for the causes of sexual and physical

for the causes of sexual and physical abuse and adopting charities where I

abuse and adopting charities where I

abuse and adopting charities where I could reach out to them and this school

could reach out to them and this school

could reach out to them and this school dropout this school dropout who finally

dropout this school dropout who finally

dropout this school dropout who finally made the green and studied in three

made the green and studied in three

made the green and studied in three universities have taught me that every

universities have taught me that every

universities have taught me that every child is a potential genius and there’s

child is a potential genius and there’s

child is a potential genius and there’s two sides to the coin and the most

two sides to the coin and the most

two sides to the coin and the most important coin is a coin that the

important coin is a coin that the

important coin is a coin that the parents play to nurture the child true

parents play to nurture the child true

parents play to nurture the child true positive parenting and true being

positive parenting and true being

positive parenting and true being divorced twice have taught me and

divorced twice have taught me and

divorced twice have taught me and empowered me to now empower other women

empowered me to now empower other women

empowered me to now empower other women other single mothers who are struggling

other single mothers who are struggling

other single mothers who are struggling financially and true being an

financially and true being an

financially and true being an entrepreneur who have lost 580,000 has

entrepreneur who have lost 580,000 has

entrepreneur who have lost 580,000 has taught me to explore new horizons beyond

taught me to explore new horizons beyond

taught me to explore new horizons beyond borders beyond anything else and explore

borders beyond anything else and explore

borders beyond anything else and explore anything that is possible that can help

anything that is possible that can help

anything that is possible that can help create an income besides that just one

create an income besides that just one

create an income besides that just one paycheck so event eventually my mess has

paycheck so event eventually my mess has

paycheck so event eventually my mess has done into a very very beautiful message

done into a very very beautiful message

done into a very very beautiful message and I know that everyone regardless of

and I know that everyone regardless of

and I know that everyone regardless of race language and religion beyond all

race language and religion beyond all

race language and religion beyond all our borders we all can make it we just

our borders we all can make it we just

our borders we all can make it we just need to have a why that makes us cry and

need to have a why that makes us cry and

need to have a why that makes us cry and we will find a way that makes us fly see

we will find a way that makes us fly see

we will find a way that makes us fly see you at the top thank you

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