[Applause] do you have the gut to practice
do you have the gut to practice
do you have the gut to practice forgiveness yes I had to 2008 were ones
forgiveness yes I had to 2008 were ones
forgiveness yes I had to 2008 were ones of my very important years my mum’s save
of my very important years my mum’s save
of my very important years my mum’s save up enough money to send me study abroad
up enough money to send me study abroad
up enough money to send me study abroad in the Western as the student in the
in the Western as the student in the
in the Western as the student in the Netherlands I learn a totally new life I
Netherlands I learn a totally new life I
Netherlands I learn a totally new life I even forgot that I come here for my
even forgot that I come here for my
even forgot that I come here for my education I just go to work and enjoy my
education I just go to work and enjoy my
education I just go to work and enjoy my young life it’s 2010 I come back to
young life it’s 2010 I come back to
young life it’s 2010 I come back to Vietnam
Vietnam
Vietnam I’m very happy I hook and kissed my mom
I’m very happy I hook and kissed my mom
I’m very happy I hook and kissed my mom but I stay unhappy I feel bad because I
but I stay unhappy I feel bad because I
but I stay unhappy I feel bad because I skip school and throw away my money and
skip school and throw away my money and
skip school and throw away my money and we say goodbye at the airport
we say goodbye at the airport
we say goodbye at the airport I see tear drop for my mom at that
I see tear drop for my mom at that
I see tear drop for my mom at that moment I decide to change back to the
moment I decide to change back to the
moment I decide to change back to the Netherlands I move my education to
Netherlands I move my education to
Netherlands I move my education to suction university I take my studies
suction university I take my studies
suction university I take my studies seriously after 6 months I lost 10 kilo
seriously after 6 months I lost 10 kilo
seriously after 6 months I lost 10 kilo body fat and against 7 kilo of muscle I
body fat and against 7 kilo of muscle I
body fat and against 7 kilo of muscle I think
I feel extremely happy and my my is very
I feel extremely happy and my my is very sharp i doing very our school and
sharp i doing very our school and
sharp i doing very our school and everything seemed to turn in a very
everything seemed to turn in a very
everything seemed to turn in a very positive way did you ever have a time in
positive way did you ever have a time in
positive way did you ever have a time in your life that life seemed to smite you
your life that life seemed to smite you
your life that life seemed to smite you two years after I hear bamm-bamm
two years after I hear bamm-bamm
two years after I hear bamm-bamm I look at my alarm clock and it’s 7:00
I look at my alarm clock and it’s 7:00
I look at my alarm clock and it’s 7:00 a.m. in the morning who can that be
is the FBI with a short warrants I feel
is the FBI with a short warrants I feel like I’m in the wrong movie they
like I’m in the wrong movie they
like I’m in the wrong movie they separate me and my housemate and they
separate me and my housemate and they
separate me and my housemate and they ask questions do we have weapons do you
ask questions do we have weapons do you
ask questions do we have weapons do you have drugs do you have big enough money
have drugs do you have big enough money
have drugs do you have big enough money in your house after two weeks exactly on
in your house after two weeks exactly on
in your house after two weeks exactly on the day that I have to move to answer
the day that I have to move to answer
the day that I have to move to answer down for my education for my internship
down for my education for my internship
down for my education for my internship at 5:00 a.m. I hear game bam bam in the
at 5:00 a.m. I hear game bam bam in the
at 5:00 a.m. I hear game bam bam in the front door flashlight through the window
front door flashlight through the window
front door flashlight through the window I opened the door and there’s three
I opened the door and there’s three
I opened the door and there’s three police men ask me if I’m leave oh
police men ask me if I’m leave oh
police men ask me if I’m leave oh because they have an arrest warrant on
because they have an arrest warrant on
because they have an arrest warrant on my name arrived at the police stations
my name arrived at the police stations
my name arrived at the police stations and very shocked they explained for me
and very shocked they explained for me
and very shocked they explained for me about the arrest for an extra distance
about the arrest for an extra distance
about the arrest for an extra distance to the USA at that moment I’m very upset
after our traveling place-to-place
after our traveling place-to-place seeing someone with a handcuffed and
seeing someone with a handcuffed and
seeing someone with a handcuffed and very confused and finally I can ask sir
very confused and finally I can ask sir
very confused and finally I can ask sir excuse me can you tell me why am i odd I
excuse me can you tell me why am i odd I
excuse me can you tell me why am i odd I got the stockings answer Angele sir
got the stockings answer Angele sir
got the stockings answer Angele sir I swear to God
I swear to God
I swear to God at that time I don’t even know the word
at that time I don’t even know the word
at that time I don’t even know the word gel they asked me if I have a lawyer and
gel they asked me if I have a lawyer and
gel they asked me if I have a lawyer and I don’t so they arranged me a lawyer
I don’t so they arranged me a lawyer
I don’t so they arranged me a lawyer from the government thing getting worse
from the government thing getting worse
from the government thing getting worse and worse they decide to extend my stay
and worse they decide to extend my stay
and worse they decide to extend my stay in jail for another 60 days for further
in jail for another 60 days for further
in jail for another 60 days for further investigations even the weather turned
investigations even the weather turned
investigations even the weather turned bad start raining just like in a movie
bad start raining just like in a movie
bad start raining just like in a movie everything looked so sad is the first
everything looked so sad is the first
everything looked so sad is the first and the only term cleardraw for my eye I
never imagined in my life that I will be
never imagined in my life that I will be in jail for such a long time after three
in jail for such a long time after three
in jail for such a long time after three weeks I get out of jail with a very
weeks I get out of jail with a very
weeks I get out of jail with a very strict house arrest conditions I have a
strict house arrest conditions I have a
strict house arrest conditions I have a big brain list on my left ankle and
big brain list on my left ankle and
big brain list on my left ankle and restrict to stay in the house I have to
restrict to stay in the house I have to
restrict to stay in the house I have to show up in the police station twice a
show up in the police station twice a
show up in the police station twice a week and only can get out of the house
week and only can get out of the house
week and only can get out of the house two hour per days it’s a very bad but
two hour per days it’s a very bad but
two hour per days it’s a very bad but I’m feeling very grateful because at
I’m feeling very grateful because at
I’m feeling very grateful because at least I don’t lost my freedom completely
least I don’t lost my freedom completely
least I don’t lost my freedom completely for two years I fired
for two years I fired
for two years I fired extraditions in the Netherlands I’ve
extraditions in the Netherlands I’ve
extraditions in the Netherlands I’ve been in and out of prison for three
been in and out of prison for three
been in and out of prison for three times my lawyer but stupid is my hero he
times my lawyer but stupid is my hero he
times my lawyer but stupid is my hero he get me out the prison all the time
get me out the prison all the time
get me out the prison all the time so have the chance to come back and do
so have the chance to come back and do
so have the chance to come back and do my eight occasions as my internship 2014
my eight occasions as my internship 2014
my eight occasions as my internship 2014 came with a very bad news the US
came with a very bad news the US
came with a very bad news the US government decides to appeal the
government decides to appeal the
government decides to appeal the decisions of the court in then hoc and
decisions of the court in then hoc and
decisions of the court in then hoc and this time I had to fight but I lost so
this time I had to fight but I lost so
this time I had to fight but I lost so they shipped me to the US March 2014 I
they shipped me to the US March 2014 I
they shipped me to the US March 2014 I come back to prison
come back to prison
come back to prison a news journalist
a news journalist
a news journalist give me the book named the secret of
give me the book named the secret of
give me the book named the secret of life after our last interview and I
life after our last interview and I
life after our last interview and I think that I learned the secret of life
think that I learned the secret of life
think that I learned the secret of life inside the self before they shipped me
inside the self before they shipped me
inside the self before they shipped me to the US after three days I see the
to the US after three days I see the
to the US after three days I see the u.s. muscle for the first time and for
u.s. muscle for the first time and for
u.s. muscle for the first time and for the first time in my life I get
the first time in my life I get
the first time in my life I get handcuffed I do understand that’s the
handcuffed I do understand that’s the
handcuffed I do understand that’s the policy but I still feel very we’re
landing in the US I immediately feel the
landing in the US I immediately feel the polos in air is the thick air and it’s
polos in air is the thick air and it’s
polos in air is the thick air and it’s totally different with the first and
totally different with the first and
totally different with the first and nice air we have here in the Netherlands
nice air we have here in the Netherlands
nice air we have here in the Netherlands I arrived robot I Dayton’s it turns in
I arrived robot I Dayton’s it turns in
I arrived robot I Dayton’s it turns in facility around 2:00 a.m. in the morning
food in the US prison is very bad on
food in the US prison is very bad on proceed food but I’m grateful for that
proceed food but I’m grateful for that
proceed food but I’m grateful for that by practicing the book the secret of
by practicing the book the secret of
by practicing the book the secret of life because I still have food to it
life because I still have food to it
life because I still have food to it what are the Rings at breathe and the
what are the Rings at breathe and the
what are the Rings at breathe and the most importance I’m still alive
afterward they send me to the general
afterward they send me to the general populations right there I meet my first
populations right there I meet my first
populations right there I meet my first live teacher Mita Eugene Chang
live teacher Mita Eugene Chang
live teacher Mita Eugene Chang the only Koreans in the whole prisons
the only Koreans in the whole prisons
the only Koreans in the whole prisons with his 40 years of wisdoms I talk and
with his 40 years of wisdoms I talk and
with his 40 years of wisdoms I talk and learn from him every night I learn about
learn from him every night I learn about
learn from him every night I learn about life I learn about prison rules and I
life I learn about prison rules and I
life I learn about prison rules and I learn about so many things that helped
learn about so many things that helped
learn about so many things that helped me to survive in prisons
sometimes I feel that I’m lucky that I
sometimes I feel that I’m lucky that I lock up because when I’m inside I have
lock up because when I’m inside I have
lock up because when I’m inside I have so much time to study things in life one
so much time to study things in life one
so much time to study things in life one day after the basketball match
day after the basketball match
day after the basketball match I sit now and talk with a Porto Rican
I sit now and talk with a Porto Rican
I sit now and talk with a Porto Rican kid is this weird when you sit down
kid is this weird when you sit down
kid is this weird when you sit down other race and have a long conversations
other race and have a long conversations
other race and have a long conversations because it’s one of the most unwanted
because it’s one of the most unwanted
because it’s one of the most unwanted things to see in prisons he opened
things to see in prisons he opened
things to see in prisons he opened himself to me and he tell me why he get
himself to me and he tell me why he get
himself to me and he tell me why he get lockup which is I’m robbery yes a young
lockup which is I’m robbery yes a young
lockup which is I’m robbery yes a young kid armed robbery
kid armed robbery
kid armed robbery he about 16 years old and he tell me
he about 16 years old and he tell me
he about 16 years old and he tell me that his parents is a crackhead couple
that his parents is a crackhead couple
that his parents is a crackhead couple they used to smoke crack in front of him
they used to smoke crack in front of him
they used to smoke crack in front of him and his younger brother
and his younger brother
and his younger brother Cindy was very young right there I
Cindy was very young right there I
Cindy was very young right there I understand the meaning of put yourself
understand the meaning of put yourself
understand the meaning of put yourself in other people’s hooves I slowed down a
in other people’s hooves I slowed down a
in other people’s hooves I slowed down a lot I talk and learn about people
lot I talk and learn about people
lot I talk and learn about people background imagines it was if we was
background imagines it was if we was
background imagines it was if we was born and grow up in that environment
born and grow up in that environment
born and grow up in that environment we’ll be better than him can we not do
we’ll be better than him can we not do
we’ll be better than him can we not do um robbery
I spent 18 months atop prisons and then
I spent 18 months atop prisons and then they shipped me to another prisons the
they shipped me to another prisons the
they shipped me to another prisons the new prisons is pretty nice and lovely
new prisons is pretty nice and lovely
new prisons is pretty nice and lovely yes because I received better foot and a
yes because I received better foot and a
yes because I received better foot and a better facility I spent three month
better facility I spent three month
better facility I spent three month there to finish my sentence
there to finish my sentence
there to finish my sentence now they ship me through the
now they ship me through the
now they ship me through the immigrations it Tenzin’s the new prison
immigrations it Tenzin’s the new prison
immigrations it Tenzin’s the new prison is very bad compared to the last one but
is very bad compared to the last one but
is very bad compared to the last one but it’s still better than the first one
it’s still better than the first one
it’s still better than the first one and I’m so happy
and I’m so happy
and I’m so happy accounting everyday because the data I’m
accounting everyday because the data I’m
accounting everyday because the data I’m seeing my family is coming but you know
seeing my family is coming but you know
seeing my family is coming but you know what in the say at the same time I’m so
what in the say at the same time I’m so
what in the say at the same time I’m so confused because it’s look like the
confused because it’s look like the
confused because it’s look like the immigrations officer is playing with
immigrations officer is playing with
immigrations officer is playing with eysan people own as a race they come
eysan people own as a race they come
eysan people own as a race they come back after the maximum of two months and
back after the maximum of two months and
back after the maximum of two months and I’m waiting here for five months now so
I’m waiting here for five months now so
I’m waiting here for five months now so I decided to go for a hunger strike the
I decided to go for a hunger strike the
I decided to go for a hunger strike the police isolate me in an isolation room I
don’t need for almost a week and I lost
don’t need for almost a week and I lost seven kilo now they start my paperwork
finally I go back to Vietnam on the data
finally I go back to Vietnam on the data I stepped my foot on the airplane I feel
I stepped my foot on the airplane I feel
I stepped my foot on the airplane I feel very very happy and there’s no what in
very very happy and there’s no what in
very very happy and there’s no what in the war can describe how happy I am at
the war can describe how happy I am at
the war can describe how happy I am at that moment I thought we just have to
that moment I thought we just have to
that moment I thought we just have to follow our plant but I saw that in life
follow our plant but I saw that in life
follow our plant but I saw that in life we cannot really plan everything ahead
we cannot really plan everything ahead
we cannot really plan everything ahead and expect everything will happen in our
and expect everything will happen in our
and expect everything will happen in our favor to stay mentally healthy I managed
favor to stay mentally healthy I managed
favor to stay mentally healthy I managed to read books keeping my diet and walk
to read books keeping my diet and walk
to read books keeping my diet and walk our lot during those two and half years
our lot during those two and half years
our lot during those two and half years behind bar
behind bar
behind bar I adjust my mental not to thinking about
I adjust my mental not to thinking about
I adjust my mental not to thinking about my plan that I have before
my plan that I have before
my plan that I have before instead I adapt myself to the new
instead I adapt myself to the new
instead I adapt myself to the new environment
environment
environment I believe in planning’s and adjust your
I believe in planning’s and adjust your
I believe in planning’s and adjust your current situation to get the most out of
current situation to get the most out of
current situation to get the most out of it
it
it a possible people plan things but when
a possible people plan things but when
a possible people plan things but when things not happen in the way you love
things not happen in the way you love
things not happen in the way you love don’t be confused just add a bit and you
don’t be confused just add a bit and you
don’t be confused just add a bit and you will figure out how much more amazing
will figure out how much more amazing
will figure out how much more amazing you are with a new plan every day I lock
you are with a new plan every day I lock
you are with a new plan every day I lock myself in the seven prisons for at least
myself in the seven prisons for at least
myself in the seven prisons for at least half hour for meditations I love it
half hour for meditations I love it
half hour for meditations I love it does half hour of sessions help me to go
does half hour of sessions help me to go
does half hour of sessions help me to go through a lot of stress and go through
through a lot of stress and go through
through a lot of stress and go through all the best things behind a bar in
all the best things behind a bar in
all the best things behind a bar in meditations is teach you to forgive you
meditations is teach you to forgive you
meditations is teach you to forgive you may have to forgive your enemy you will
may have to forgive your enemy you will
may have to forgive your enemy you will have to forgive the people who hurt you
have to forgive the people who hurt you
have to forgive the people who hurt you and even you have to love them people do
and even you have to love them people do
and even you have to love them people do things just to protect their own self
we practiced forgiveness to developed
we practiced forgiveness to developed our Compassion’s and become more of a
our Compassion’s and become more of a
our Compassion’s and become more of a humans those people who did bad thing to
humans those people who did bad thing to
humans those people who did bad thing to you just because they don’t understand
you just because they don’t understand
you just because they don’t understand the beauty of compassion and the beauty
the beauty of compassion and the beauty
the beauty of compassion and the beauty of a peaceful my forgive people love
of a peaceful my forgive people love
of a peaceful my forgive people love them and even educate them about
them and even educate them about
them and even educate them about forgiveness that’s why everyone we can
forgiveness that’s why everyone we can
forgiveness that’s why everyone we can live in a love at war right
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